Letting myself GO to a world I fear MOST!!

Getting over

2010-10-28T22:15:00.000-07:00

Dh lama tak blogging <3>Lgpun lappy tk ada , jd waktu nk online tu terhad dan mengikut mood ...

Mengikuti mood aku skrng , aku masih spt dulu ... masih mencari siapa diri aku .. apa motif aku ada dlm dunia ni ... I dont think I hv anything to offer to anyone in this world .. Apa yg aku nk lakukan lagi 5-10 tahun akan datang? Aku masih terpinga2 dgn masa depan aku . Belajar ? Mak aku dah bising2 brapa lama aku ni nk abes belajar takat diploma ?! Hmm aku pn tak tau nk jawab mcm mana . What kind of line of work that I'm gonna do ? Mmg tak ada idea .

Kekdg aku rasa, mcm aku tk ptot wujud dlm dunia ni .. Apa motif nya pun ? Aku tak rasa aku bleh contribute apa2 kcuali mnyusahkan dan kecewakan keluarga aku . Kdg2 aku tfikir nk mati . Kenapa Allah tk amek je nyawa aku supaya tk pyh susah kn sapa2 dlm idup aku . I wont be missed by anyone . I guess :( Tapi tu la dia kan, Allah hanya ambil nyawa org yang beriman dan dia sayang. So I guess I'm not in either list :) Ntah la, fikir benda bkn2 ni pun bkn bagus sgt pun . Its just somehow a mind game . U can start to lose ur mind if u think to much bout this stuff . I bet u will . Haha ~ sbbnya aku pn rs makin lama aku fikirkan benda ni , makin lama aku tsasar dari tujuan kehidupan aku . Hmmmm

Org selalu ckp ' Ala, jgn la fikir sgt' ' Jgn ikot kan sgt perasaan kau tu ' ' there will be something in the future for u' ' Ada la sebab tu, Allah duga kau .. ' and so on . Ada setengah tu mmg motivate aku to live my life tp ada stengah tu, hmmm aku tk cite lg baik la mslh kat kau.. lg buat aku depressed .

Erghhh aku tk tau la kenapa aku slu depressed je lately . I need a clear mind to what to do in my life . I just hope something will show me the way . Lead me to some closure . Pray to Allah I make it . :)

bosan

2010-06-17T05:28:00.000-07:00

Bosan asyik tak ada duit ...

Bosan asyik lalui benda sama tiap2 hari....

Bosan asyik tak abes2 belajar....

Bosan asyik dapat lelaki tak guna....

Bosan bile lelaki tak paham bahasa.....

Bosan bile kawan2 lupa diri time senang.....

Bosan bile family tak paham diri kita...

Bosan bile time susah, kawan semak kepala kita.....

Bosan sgt2 la aku ni kan...semua nk bosan...hahahah

sexy ke seksa?

2010-06-01T10:25:00.000-07:00

Aku tak suka dilabelkan sbgai awek sexy. Sebabnya?! Aku mmg tak sexy pun! Aku tk pakai mini skirt. Aku tk pakai baju ketat2. Aku tk pakai baju singkat2. Badan pun gemuk. So celah mana yg org ckp aku ni sexy?! Tapi semua tu tpulang pada perspektif sendiri. Nilaian mata masing2. Mungkin seksi aku tletak pada renungan mata? Bibir? Ntah la aku pn tak tau. Sbb aku tk boleh nk nilai tahap keseksian aku yg ntah ada ke tak itu.

Yang aku pelik nya, pantang kalau ada gambar aku nmpk sket je kulit di bahu atau dada. Keluar ayat2 ' wahhh sexy nya kau!' . Aku dh mcm ' huh?!! what?! sexy?! Mana?!' Adakah hanya kerna nampak ala2 boobs sikit2 dah diklasifikasi sbgai sexy? Habis tu, klu nmpk almost semua boobs?! SEXY KE SEKSA?! Haa itu aku nak tau sgt2...

Tapi mmg aku mengakui lah kan. Bile org ckp camtu, skit sbyk ada rs cam sukaaaaaaaa la :) haha ~

Ye lah, ada gaks org nk ckp org badan cam aku ni sexy. Haha ~ Samaada orang itu buta, rabun atau tidak pandai langsung menilai atau hanya pura2 memuji padahal ckp buruks nak mampus minah ni tak sedar diri..Haha ~ Itu pn aku tak tau nk jawap camne...

Bagi aku, personally sexy itu bkn tletak pada pemakaian sesorg. Ia terletak pada perwatakan , cara seseorg itu represent diri nya. Aku ada tgk girl yang pakai baju labuh , lengan panjang tp bagi aku dia sexy sbb cara dia atau body language dia itu yg membuat dia tampak seksi di mata aku. Tak tau la camne korang nilai kan. Tapi itu lah, bkn hanya kerna ko pakai singkat, kurang sana sini dikira seksi dimata orang. Ada juga ckp itu perempuan 'SLUT' , murahan, tak ckup kain sgala.

So actually apa yang penting ialah cara kita represent diri kita di khalayak ramai. Confidence terhadap diri sendiri. Itu lebih seksi . Bkn kerna pakaian saja kita boleh dianggap sbgai seorang yang seksi , anggun menawan segala. So , tk perlu la ye singkat2 kan kain, ketat2kan baju smata2 nk orang tgk body kita ala2 konon nk jadi sexy. Tak kemana nya. Lagi orang pandang serong terhadap kita.

perasaan perasan?!

2010-05-31T07:34:00.000-07:00

Aku perasan sejak2 ni lelaki yg aku kenal@ bsama ni ada sket2 prangai ala2 poyo, mengelabah,bajet bagus dan seangkatannya. Tapi bile kita ada feel@suka kt org tsbut. Punya la kita ignore buat2 tak nmpk je flaws dia. Ah bak org ckp,time suka sume indah2 belaka :)

Aku rasa fobia kekdg nk dekat ngan lelaki. Of coz aku suka lelaki. Aku straight bkn bengkok. tapi kekdg prangai@perwatakan lelaki tu buat aku rasa cam nk jauh-jauh je dari dorang. Perangai gile sex tu mmg dh tk leh nk tolak tepi la kan. Dah konon LUMRAH idop seorg lelaki. tp yg tk leh tahan tu, ko agak2 la. Ingt semua perempuan moden, pakai sexy, open minded ni tk de adab? tkde restriction? Mmg aku tk kisah sgt bt ko punya straight to the point cam tkde adab lngsng! Menyampah doh. Trauma aku ngan lelaki2 skang ni.

Skang ni aku nk menyendiri. Nk idop sorang2. Ada bf ke tak lngsng tk penting pun. Yang aku tau masa depan aku , aku tentukan sendiri.

Hati aku ada pada seseorang. Dia boleh dilabelkan lelaki yang teramat susah nk dicari di kalangan kelompok2 anasir jahat2 berkeliaran skang ni. Aku boleh toleransi ngan dia. Dia paham aku. Mungkin kami akan bersama,mungkin tidak. Itu semua terpulang di tangan Allah s.w.t .

Hati kecil aku ni melonjak2 bile aku bsama dia. Tapi aku masih letak dinding besar bak wall of china antara kami. Sbbnya? sbb aku tknak kehilangan dia jika perasaan itu tidak mutual. Biar la aku sayang dia diam2 dari aku kehilangan dia selama nya. Ah, cinta itu buat aku jadi bodoh.

Tapi apa yg aku bole nyatakan ialah dia mmg seorang yg baik. Dan aku harap satu hari aku akan bjumpa sesorang spt dia juga . Jika aku tiada jodoh dgn dia pn. Aku doakan terbaik utk dia.

Sebabnya = aku percaya setiap kebaikan itu akan dibalas dengan kebaikan yg lebih baik. heeeeeee~

aku maybe gadis bandar, gadis moden tapi pemikiran aku masih lagi selit kekuno'an dia. Masih boleh dilabelkan otak orang zaman dulu2. Percaya benda2 yang angan2 . Tak salah pun. Its one of the reason we live in this world pun. Kalau semua takde fantasi hanya realiti. Tak ke bosan namanya kan?! haha !!

My Image Manipulation Final Project

2010-05-06T04:37:00.000-07:00

I have to design for a webpage using Adobe Photoshop.

Its like a personal blog @ webpage about music.

Hopefully the lecturer will approve :)

Negarawan ku :D

2010-04-24T03:20:00.000-07:00

FAMILI

Membesar di dalam 'broken family' bkn mudah. Byk gile rintangan & dugaan. Mostly kawan2 yg kenal aku skang tgk family aku mcm ' wahh best siot family kau, supporting dowh mak kau, best gile dpt aunty cam aunty ko!' and so on. Padahal sorg pn tak tau betapa perit nya idup aku membesar. Mungkin sbb skang aku dah matured dan aku pandai manipulasi keadaan. Mungkin sbb aku pakai topeng happy ala2 smiley face bile di luar dan tiada org boleh 'detect' apa2 kcuali yg btol2 memahami perangai aku :D ....

Aku tk senang tunjuk kan kesedihan , kepayahan dlm kluarga aku. Hahah klu dipkir kan balik, mmg aku tk penah pn tnjk kat sapa2 yang aku slu dlm kesedihan. Mayb kawan2 yg aku pcaya rapat je , aku crita kan kisah hidup aku supaya mereka bleh tau sedikit sbyk kisah idup aku dan bagaimana aku idup atas kekuatan diri sendiri dan aku bkn manusia abnormal yg tidak dilanda masalah idup. Everything have its ups and downs. Bkn setiap hari aku tersenyum dan bkn stiap hari aku menangis bile digelumang masalah Negarawan aku . ADA...BYK SGT SAMPAI TK TERTANGGUNG :) Cuma tak tunjuk.

Maybe btol gaks la org ckp , org dari broken family ni prangai happy go lucky, open minded,cool je cm takde mslh idup je. Padahal .... ko tak tau bertimbun2 mslh dia mengalahkan buku2 kat perpustakaan. But I'm always in the positive thinking mode. Dah malas rasa nya nk pikirkan. Buat semak otak je. So klu aku de mslh ngan family pun, aku wat dek je. Buat cam taknampak or dgr pape. Dan cara itu la buat aku, SENYUM SELALU . Tapi klu lama2 simpan dah leh kena COP kat dahi 'ORANG GILA' . haha ! Thats y aku kekdg cam tk btol...I mean ttba aku hyper smcam, down diam smcam. Tu otak ngah tgh nk celaru ah . Otak tak tau nk function celah mana punya sistem. Kekdg mmg rasa cam nk cabut2 je kot saraf otak aku bile pk mslh ni. So the best way is IGNORE & MOVE ON . Hari2 nk face pn aku da lemau kepala otak. So wat tak tau je la :D

But I think I'm happy with my family life now. Bole la ~ Adik2 pn dh besar2 , takde la teruk sgt cm dulu kot :P Skng pn my relationship with my mom dh grow stronger each day. I love her so much and I dont want to hurt her nemore. I have done loads of bad things. Maybe nk attention dia tapi I ended up hurting her. She's disappointed in me , I know that but I'll try my best to show that I care for her and I'll change slowly bit by bit. Thanks mom for being strong and being there by my side eventhough I hate it sometimes :) Hehe ~

03 April 2010 Speedzone

2010-04-04T11:34:00.000-07:00

The event was freaking awesome !! Went with Alif @ Cen, Acab & Lily...meet up with alot of my frens there :) Really had a great time :P

SPEEDZONE KL TOUR 2010

2010-03-31T11:08:00.000-07:00

Let's party baby !! Haha ~ Most waited event ever :)

Sadly the DJ's are unknown for me except for Paul Oakenfield ~

Last year was a BLAST !! Marco V & Eddie Halliwell were the BOMB !! Damn :)

Mistake of lovin u

2010-03-27T11:36:00.000-07:00

I realized that I'm really a fool ~ I can't believe I even have the dreams to be with you ~ You & me ~ We're two different people from different places ~ In which I know even though I tried my best to set aside my feelings for u ~ I just can't ~ It's quite difficult to do so when u're becoming a part of my life ~ I guess after all I've read & listened to ~ I really have to let it go ~ Let YOU go ~ I must NOT torture myself by thinking that I have the slightest chance with you in this world ~ I should have known better myself ~ You're really out of my league ~ Yes , the good ones are always far from hand ~

Banished all the love I have had for you ~ No more crazy nights of exciting conversations ~ You & me ~ We are only two mere humans in this world who are really NOT meant for each other ~ We are only destined to be good friends ~ That is all to it ~ Thank you for being there for me all this while ~ I really love the times we have spent together ~ Never again I think I will have the courage to face you again ~ I'll put on my mask of lies in front of you ~ Just to make you see that I don't really care bout you anymore ~ I'll pretend to smile & be happy for you even though its killing me inside slowly ~ I'll be there by your side always ~ Laugh and giggle with your jokes ~ But deep inside , I'm crying like hell ~

Paranoid ~ Love has never once played my rules ~ Instead I have to give in ~ To let loose to someone I never wanted to love ~ And when it does ~ It just gave me more heartache & pain ~

I never wanted this ~ NEVER EVER ~ but Love is a silly game ~ Which we all succumb to ~ Foolishly making fools of ourself ~ I'm sorry ~ It was never my intention to lay down my sorrows to you ~ It's my mistake ~ and I shall swallow it whole ~ I intend to keep it all my life ~ Thank you for even knowing that I existed in your life ~

I do hope you'll find the ONE you love ~ I truly do deep down from my heart ~ You deserved better than what I am ~ You & me ~ It can't never have the terms ~ ' We're an item' ~ All I am is a friend, a place to confessed, a place of comfort ~ but never a place for Love ~

Love ~ Hate it ~ Never want to feel it again ~ It shall die deep buried down under ~ No one will ever feel that love from me again ~ Period ~

Sony Ericsson Z601i

2010-03-27T11:22:00.000-07:00

Yeay ! Mama bought me a new hp ! Eventho its 2nd hand which I dont freaking care as long as its new for me ! I love FLIP HP ... Always love Flips hp than Slides ones :P Haha ~ Thanks mom !

I had this model phone once way back on 2007 -2008 I think ~ In black colour & it was brand new ! My best friend Ryan bought it for me for my Bday. But sadly , it was stolen . Kes ragut beb! Haizzz ~

Well, I got back the same model but in PINK ! haha ~ So damn girlish la !! Hate it but LOVE it !

Thanks to my mom for suddenly buying me new hp when I dont really need it .... Haha Rezeki :)

Oh and my Lil Sis Fsah got a brand new Xpress Music hp ! Haha ~ Terkinja2 budak tu dpt hp baru ! Sha la la la ~

2 days hectic hangouts with Farida Hanum

2010-03-21T18:27:00.000-07:00

Taman Equine - Whoops Studio

Presint 4 - Waiting for Hanum Photoshoot
The DAMN SUNBURNED lines !! Arghh !!
Mabuk di Siang Hari !! hahaha

Half of the PHOTOGRAPHER !!!

20th March 2010 - Went to the Hot Balloon Carnival at Presint 2 Putrajaya. Damn it was a HOT SUNNY day !! I've got a major sunburned & its really irritating to lines on my chest ! As if I wore a bikini instead of a dress. The event was awesome. Havent had the chance to ride the balloon though ~ Haizz ~ It did't met up with my expectation. We went really early at 10 am . And they said on the evening , its even better. They have the Darth Vader Balloon. Arghh freaking missed it .

Followed Hanum for her outdoor photoshoot at Presint 4 Bridge. There was like 8 photographer at 1 go !! Haha that was the 1st I ever experienced before. They even took a candid snap of me whenever I was busy doing something . Haihhhs ~ So naughty one la !!

Meet up with Madi at Presint 2 and we went to Alamanda to eat. Me and Hanum just ate Waffles. We were so damn tired and dehydrated that we didnt have the energy even to talked to Madi. Poor him :) He was being awkward with our silentness . Sorry dude ! But u mmg sempoi la. Luv u for it and thanks for having the time to spend with us :)

21st March 2010 - Followed Hanum for her Studio Photoshoot at Taman Equine Seri Kembangan at Whoops Studio. Hanum friend , Vicky also was the model on that day. She is really cute. Looks so like BabyDoll. Haha ! It was fun & educating watching them modeled and watching how the photographer photograph.

Very tiring but I had the greatest time ever with Hanum. Thanks for all the treats ya babe! Love ya ! We'll do it again :)

whole day out with my crazy frens

2010-03-10T22:25:00.000-08:00

BERJAYA TIMES SQUARE 9TH MARCH 2010

Hang out at Times Square with Hanum, Soraya , Madi & Effie ! Watch movie 'Solomon Kane' with my best buddy Madi. Join later to window shop with Hanum & Soraya. Played 2 games of bowling at Ampang Bowl with them. It was soooo much fun. Tiring but FUN!!Havent played bowling for quite sometime.

Last was last year with Shahrul, Pejat, Sofea, Fad, Nine & Hakim.Hmmmm ~ I miss them bunch :(

A bit horror and awed to watch Effie turns to throw . He throws with so much force , I think if the bowling pins were alive. They'll be screaming and running away from the bowling ball he've thrown!! Haha ~ and some he can really lift and throw a 14kg bowling ball. DAMN! Thats freaking heavy man!!

Basically I had so much fun with them , I cant stop laughing all the time :)

Thanks guys for the time & energy u've spend together with me! Love u all so much!

We shud do it again. But with PLAN ! haha ~

end of the road

2010-03-10T22:12:00.000-08:00

So I guess the relationship I just had didnt go as well as I expected ... Atleast I didnt expect that much anyway ~ huuuuu ~ The sparkle isnt there ... there is no Chemistry or whatsoever! I did tried as hard to try to make things work eventho I wasnt wholehearted in the relationship anyway but the way he treats me makes me more distant and unbearable to just ignore the 'nothing' feeling anymore ... Why waste my time & his time too right?! I think I'm being fair to let this go ~ I think he'll find a better woman to love him as much as he love me. I cant forced myself to love someone I have no chemistry on. I'm selfish and self-centered. I know !

I'm sooo sorry but I can't do it anymore ~ Its better than we both move on.

I'm too lazy and tired for any serious relationship I guess .

I want to be selfish & think of my own needs for awhile. I want to change and move on to a better life than stuck at being a loser. I have to make my own move without any strings attached.

I'm truly sorry that I hurt u. But its for the best of both future. Ada jodoh , ada la kan :)

bloated with food

2010-02-26T08:07:00.000-08:00

ah this week is the most bloated days of my life... been eating like there's no tomorrow!! haihh ~

Tuesday = BIG sushi dinner treat with Hazman & Zety at KLCC.

Wednesday = Chicken Rice & Yong Tau Fu

Thursday = HUGE lunch with my family at a restaurant consist of fried siakap, fried prawn,tomyam & kerabu mangga.

Friday = Brunch = Nasi minyak with Daging Rendang ( Aunt's friend's wedding) , Dinner = Sushiiii and Rice with fried tempe & curry meatball.

Damn!! now I feel soooo damnnn fat !! Bloated like hell !! Need to exerciseeee !! I gotta do it!! Dont wanna gain more weight !! Geeez .....

SUSHI ...

2010-02-23T21:43:00.000-08:00

My 1st Image class this week. Had my 1st assignment already. Our final project is designing a website. But only to design, no need links or buttons that really works :)

Had lunch with my best buddy. Talk for hours. We can talked almost anything. Haha ~

Ah. He challenged me bout one movie on who was interviewing the vampire right? Did JOHNNY DEPP played in that movie? I said NO. It was Christian Slater who interviewed Brad Pitt in the movie. But Nooo he said JOHNNY DEPP!! So here's the link. http://www.lovefilm.com/film/Interview-With-The-Vampire/9643/ See who wins !! Yeay!! He has to BELANJAAAA!! Wooohooo :)

Dinner at SAKAE SUSHI at KLCC with Zety & Hazman :) Yummy!! Thanks to Hazman for the Big treat :)

stressed out

2010-02-22T08:52:00.000-08:00

I'm havin the worst cramps in my life. I can't even stand or do anything. My back pains hurts so bad, sometimes I feel I wanna cry & scream ! But I did't take any medicine. I don't want to get used to taking pills everytime I'm sick or in pain unless its really, really unbearable to ignore.

Beside having this awful pains, there's a pain that are much more worst beyond imagination in my HEART. I'm really down. I'm just so sad to feel this way. I have no clue what to do right now. I don't want to change anything right now. I'm happy before. I am. But I thought having a relationship with someone supposed to make me excited, happy, delighted or whatsoever but I'm NOT. Its not because of my beau. He's kinda ok. But something else that happened with someone that make me feel like this.

I just dont understand whats the matter with him. Is it me who's feeling all this things? Things are getting real weird. I dont know how to solve this. I love him. Yes I do. but things will not change unless he do something bout it. I know the feelings are mutual but I cant be the one who has to ask. I hate this feeling. I HATE IT !! I just want things to be the same :'(

God please help me. I need to be calm again. I need to be happy again. I need him.

Maybe its a mistake for me to take the relationship with my new beau. Arghhh! I'm really stressed out now!

cherishing life

2010-02-20T14:20:00.000-08:00

Cendol & Kimm
Zaza & Cen

Being unable to online constantly really frustrating ~~ I hate Maxis Broadband !

Really hope Mom gonna change to Streamyx A.S.A.P !!

I cant even log in my YM and that means I CANT chat !! And I'm gonna MISS chatting with My Best Buddy all the time :'(

But Ah, thank goodness at least we hv the same classes together . So we can meet casually :)

He really is awesome to hang out with . >_<

Next week, I'll FINALLY will start on my classes. Its still holiday season so lecturers kinda take time off also. Hmmmm ~~

I had a fever few days ago but I'm fine now. Thanks to the persuasive ' NURSE' in the house that always reminds me to take my medicine , so that I can feel much better :) THANK U !

Hang out with some old friends at ASIA CAFE in Subang . Miss them :)

Well , I guess I'm currently in a relationship with someone but just let's see how it goes ~ Cant say much though. Its still too early to mention anything yet ~ Sometimes I feel still EMPTY as if there's a hole only that SOMEONE can mend it up :) ~~ Wait & see. Wait........ anddd.... Seee @_@

Webcam whore ~~

2010-02-14T13:39:00.000-08:00

Ah. Didnt collect as much Angpow as I expected :(

Well, thats what u get when u slept half the day off !! Haha ~~

Cikna cooked my favourite chinese dish today = Lemon Chicken with Mushrooms and Mix Vege !! Yummmmy !! Freaking Delishh !!

Since I can started webcam'ing at YM with him ... I've become obsessed with it .

But only with certain people, I'd allowed to view me .

I'll asked ' Let's webcam?!' or ' Hey, U hv a webcam?!'

I'm tellin u . I'm obsessed !! Demnit !! But I kinda enjoy it . It makes chatting less bore :D

Ah. Seeing his face on the PC , makes me smile . He really makes stupid expression on screen :O)

Yeah . He's the reason I smile all the time. He makes me laugh so hard with his silly jokes and statement. He loves to make typo errors which I'll make fun of him later :D

He the best buddy I can only dream of.

Ah. Thanks dude ! U really r the best ! U always make me forget the sad parts in my cloudy days :)) And I thankful for that ~~ I dont know how to say this but I cant imagine not talking to not even a day ... thats how u affect my circle of life :)

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine's Day

2010-02-13T10:48:00.001-08:00

Hari ini marilah kita berKONGSI-SAYANG :)

Boleh laks kan Chinese New Year sama hari ngan Valentine's Day. Dua2 perayaan I tak sambut ~ Haha :) cuma CNY sambut sket2 la sbb de talian darah sket :P Makan manyakkk busaaatt looo !! haha !!

Malam tepat2 kul 12am ...Perghhh I rasa cam ada kat medan perang pun ada....beedeedummm sana sini.... Bunga api chantek2 & best gile !! Sepelusuk area umah aunty I penuh ngan bunga api... Bleh bantai main lawan2 bunga api laks dorang ni :) Kalah Firework utk New Year di KL babe !! Ni kalau si Zety ada, gamak nya dia dah ke sana sini duk amek gambar bunga api je keje nya !! :))

Haha kaya2 rupa2nya cina2 kat sini... Ah. Nak ngorat sorang dua la. Mana tau de muka cam LeeHom ke Edison Chen ke . Perghhh rezeki !! Haha ~~

Hari ni YM siap berwebcam . Sgt best . Dpt tgk muka kawan I yg sengal . Ah, Rindu pula kt dia . Kami sambut valentine's bersama2 di alam maya :) Haha ~~ Dia tgk muka i, I tgk muka dia . Last2 dua2 jadi gileee~~ haha!!

Esok pagi mau collect ANGPAU !! Tak kisahhh !! I tak kahwin lagi !! Masih layak utk ANGPAU :) Miahahhahah ~~ Kaya2 $_$

Touch Down !!

2010-02-12T08:36:00.000-08:00

WEDNESDAY

Morning - Evening

Hanging around at home all day doing absolutely NOTHING !! Watch TV, play with my lil cousins , cook & eat monstrously without any guilt and regret later when havin a major stomachache ~~ Seems like my stomach cant consume food as much the good ol' days :) which kinda weird but good in a way :D

And oh ! not only the internet SUCKS big time ~~ I dont know WTH is wrong with MAXIS . I cant receive calls or even SMS the whole day ~~ I only received them late evening around 7pm which the sms or calls were made earlier than that !! Arghhh I truly HATE Maxis services now ~!

Night

Got a call from my BFF, Bell or Nurul that nite. Met her up at her hostel & met up with Adik Andy & Lulu at Setiawangsa. Said 'Hi' to Amar and Lufy and walked away. I just dont get them, the online games and all . Huhu ~~ Hang out , chat around until 2am and got back only to realized that I came back the same time as my stepdad . Haha ~~ Tired. Online bout 20mins. Sleep .

THURSDAY

Morning - Evening

Do the house chores . Cook some meal for me & Cikna . Watch TV . Same ol same ol things .

Mom asked me bout College's fees . Bla bla bla ~~

My Lil Sis Nafisah just took her driving test & she failed her parking test .. She has to retake it again :P

Night

Out to meet up with Raffy at Sentul . Hang out at Pavillion again this week but with diff guy :)

Chat up at Island Bistro bout 2 hours coz our movie start late. Saw Hanum walking by .

Watched 'Percy Jackson and the Lightning Thief ' . Nice one but if you're not a into those religion, fantasy god movie. DONT watch ~!

Spent the rest of the night with Raffy and I think he likes me. haha~~

FRIDAY

morning - evening

BAD MOOD. Tired as HELL.

Went to College to register my subjects b4 I leave KL.

The freaking stupid NEW adminstrations rules ~~ Arghh !!

U need to check the schedules with the admin to see if the class is available or not. If not, try other subs or class. Then U need to get the DEAN or Programme Advisor SIGNATURE for approval !! Thats if they APPROVED , if not u gotta change subs again ~~ bla bla bla ... If they approved, again to the admins to finalize the registration . All done. U then need to go to the account dept to pay ur fees. If all done, its DONE ~~ If one goes wrong, u need to do it all back again !! And do u know that I need to go back n forth 4 times to make this all done. And the DEAN office is at the wayyyyy back building. ARgghhh why do they like to torture the students with all those complicating rules !!~~ but hey, finally I've register and I'll start my class next week. Who cares if they say I'm late . SOO what?! Its my money !! Ermm my MAMA's money to be exact.. haha ~~

Driving to Sitiawan. Cikna drove from KL to Bidor and I slept. Rest stop at Bidor town. Eat KFC drink Nescafe Ice. I drove from Bidor to Sitiawan. Touched down at home bout 4pm.

So here I am at Sitiawan ~ I can online without any disturbance. YEAY~

Tuesday Galore

2010-02-09T11:29:00.000-08:00

Today I had a blast :)

Went out with my best buddy to Pavillion to watch Sherlock Holmes .. Cherished the time spending with him :D Budak sengal ~~

Tuesday nite at GOSH Club was awesome !! Had fun with them !! But my knees keep on hurting all the way.. arghh !! Didnt dance that much :(

Oh. My mom's car got a break in by some motorcyclists . They busted the back window. I just knew that there's a brand new car rim inside. And they STOLE it !! Damn.

Its chaos today for sure :D

U & I

2010-02-07T12:31:00.000-08:00

Someone asked me something that really makes me wonder what I really want to do with my life ... In the future , what is my goal , my aim, my achievement that can really make me smile and go ' Oh. I'm proud with where I am , what I am now.'

But when I think hard, sadly I cant see myself in the next 10 years ahead of me..not even 5 years to be exact. I could just see me, hopeless drowning on my hopes and dreams and never a level up to catch 'em.

I promise someone that we'll build each other confidence and confide in each other whenever we think we're slagging off or even falling out of promises. We both wants to succeed in the future and I do hope he can make it too~~ I believed in him. I do. He can achieved whatever he wants and desire , only he gave it all out. I know he can and I hope I have the guts to do so.

I've just realize he's the best buddy I've cud hv imagine to be with & I didnt realize this not until this year. HAHA ~ I always thought that he's kinda snobbish, silly,anti-social and only the type of friend u tend to know just like that and no more like acquaintance but he really is AWESOME. When I get know the serious side of him, it totally changed all my perspective of him. Seems dat all he needed was support and guidance for him to achieve his goals and I stand by him 100% . Rock on dude !! :)

Thanks dear friend. U're truly are amazing. Never knew I say this but Hell, U're the BEST ! Love ya :)

10 THINGS THAT I REALLY WANT TO DO

2010-02-06T07:20:00.000-08:00

1. Travel to Australia, Japan, Morocco, & France.

2. Bungee Jumping

3. Ride a helicopter

4. Strolling down with someone I love at the beach . Lay on the beach , doing absolutely nothing all day long :)

5. Looking at the rainbow while laying down on the wide green grass .

6. Search & observe the beautiful night flies ( kelip-kelip) and watch the stars at night.

7. Ride a hot balloon .

8. Hold and watch in person - Panda Bears, Kangaroos, Koala Bears , DOLPHINS & Killer Whale

9. Do all water sports like , water skiing , Snorkeling , Fishing , Surfing etc.

10. Go to an amusement park and spend all day on rides NON STOP.

Well, thats what I currently want . I just wish and hope I can do either one of them. Even if I can do only one of the list. I'm satisfied :D

...

2010-02-05T07:12:00.000-08:00

Internet has been a torture lately...couldnt even opened my blog for 2 days :(

Thats what u get when u used MAXIS broadband. arghhh !!

Today, I just slept all day long and didnt even when to college to see the DEAN....

dont know what keeping me asleep all day...haha mayb coz im too tired.

will update later coz I hv no idea what to write now :P

Peace out ~~

Miss them

2010-02-03T10:59:00.000-08:00

Eventho I'm in KL now but there's something keeping me from contacting these people and I just dont know why ... but I truly missed each one of them truly ...

Or maybe its because I DONT HAVE MONEY to go out and meet them ... hahahhahah !!

Hotday

2010-02-03T10:55:00.000-08:00

Arrived in KL 3 days ago and its freaking hot here .. I thought Sitiawan was hotter but hell at least there's windy breeze there.. Here in KL , its humid, dry and oh did i mention HOT! I'm like taking shower every 3 hours just to cool off ....

But lucky today, it finally RAINS !! But again, became hot again at night ...

Too much Sins in the city eh? Feels like burning HELL right now ~~ haha !!

Well cant complain too much though.... Its whats god choose for us ~ So HOT weather it is .......

college

2010-02-02T02:21:00.000-08:00

I dont know why but I got the shivers when I arrived at my college today ~ everythings changed :)

I checked everything with the administration and looks like I need to pay all the fees by myself ..

They will only refund back after I finish my course and if there's any balance , of coz !

Saw some old college friends also who is currently taking DEGREE ~~ haha ~~

Well, will meet up with the DEAN afterwards to clarify my subjects.

I guess I need to do THIS! OH god~~ its freaking me out !!

Pangkor

2010-02-01T11:21:00.000-08:00

Just came back from Pangkor last 2 days with my darl Zety ... Had a great fun eventho just for a day ... Everythin dat happened was spontaneous & wasnt planned but yet we both had fun all the way... Though it wud be nice if Hanum could followed us but she had to work ~ so next tyme we're gonna plan our next vacation together :D

Looking at the amazing scenery of the ocean , the sky and hills surrounding us. It really had me ponder for awhile bout Life ... The greatness of the creator making such beautiful fantastic world. Which sometimes I tend to forget why I am here. This trip really opened my eye on Life. How shud I look and bestowed upon what I had and never complain of what I cant never get. I'm just so damn lucky that I am a part of this wonderful journey. No regrets ~~

I will try hard to fulfill my destiny and shall conquer my life with my own terms and no one else matters in it except my family and close friends.

Screw it with all the negativity that always surround me , suffocating me , pulling me down all the time. This is ME ~ and I tend to do something about it . No more what if or maybe.

Like it or not ~ I'm trying to throw away all the thrash in my life and if anyone who come across with it , will also be thrown away. Sorry to say if it will annoy the hell of u , I dont freaking care nemore darls :D

So lets continue with new chapter in life everyday shall we?

want & need

2010-01-27T05:59:00.000-08:00

I really hv no idea on what Life is all about . Why we do what we do & why we do it ? Whats the purpose of Life really is? What is the definition of a perfect @ good life? Having a perfect family ? Loads of money? Power in hand? I cant justify anything in my life right now.

I have a good relationship with my family. Well thats what I think :) but sometimes I feel I'm still missing something in my life. And I have no clue what it is? I kept on thinking what I want in life but its actually what I need in life . Like a quote I've heard b4 ' its not what u want, its what u need, when u know what u need, u'll know what u want. ' ..but somehow , i cant even manage to think what I need too.. haha ~~

Do u know what u want and need?

My Best Boyfriend in Life...

2009-11-04T19:44:00.000-08:00

He completes me in everyway...
Dia tak pernah marah saya wlupun saya suka buat benda yang boleh mendatangkan kemarahan.... Dia ada waktu saya susah dan senang....

Saya sayang dia... dia kawan lelaki terbaik ....

Khloe Kardashian

2009-10-22T13:46:00.000-07:00

I dont know why but I really adore her !! She's the out-spoken, tallest, funny, adorable and freaking hot sister in the Kardashian. Eventho she doesnt 'screen' her language on TV but thats just the way she is....and that's why I just love her!!! She's not afraid to say what she thinks and dont gv a damn bout what people think and say about her!!

And now she's married to Lemar who she only met and only dated 2 months before getting hitched !! Well, if its your fate and love , why not just grab it huh??!! Congrats Khloe !!

Love ya to bits!!!

Wedding Shaidan

2009-10-18T01:22:00.000-07:00

Baru lepas balik dari kenduri kawin kawan sekolah menengah tadi kat Gombak... Huishh punya la panasssss arini....berpeluh2 mcm masuk sauna pakai baju kurung.....Aku rasa setengah kotak tisu guna tadi smata2 nak lap peluh mencurah2 cam waterfall.....

Alhamdulillah, dah berumahtangga dah seorang lagi kawan sekolah aku....Next week Julina pulak nak kawin....Yang kelakar nya sorang pn tak tau yang dia nk kawin minggu depan kcuali aku sbb aku sorang je dapat invitation card via mail....yang lain baru tadi dapat kad...tu pun kakak shaidan yang edar kan...tak paham ler aku Juju tu camne....tapi tak pe la atleast dorang dapat gaks la kad kan???

Yang aku tau, kalau aku kawin....tak de maknanya aku nak tengah2 ari buta panas2 oitt...kalau nk buat pun...biar le kat hotel ...ada aircond..sian kawan2 aku nnt berpeluh2 sakan....lagipun aku ni dah ler cepat berpeluh....jadi pengantin dengan nak pakai lawa2 nya....makeup ala2 grand2 gitu....hishhh abes cair makeup .....tak kuasa ok!! PERINGATAN : bakal suami harus mengutamakan kejelitaan pengantin wanita masa waktu sanding..tak best la nnt gambar muka makeup cair cam aiskrim cair...wahahhahah!!!

tadi pn sempat la jmpa kawan2 lama skolah....Akma dan BF, Bee, Ali, Eyen & Fadia , Ekhwan, Hadi & Gf dia...aku pn pegi ngan Bell and Shahrul je....hahaha takde bf la nak tayang....wahahhahah

Tyme balik tadi, mama cakap 'wahh ko minggu ni kenduri kawin je kan....ko tu ntah bile2 nak ada kenduri kawin nya!!' ......erkkssss terdiam aku kejap....pastu jawap ' nnt la mak nya oi....lagi dalam 5 tahun....tu pun adik punya!! hahaha' ....mak aku diam je....Anak dia sorang ni mmg nak kena tinju boxing sepak muai thay....sabar ma , sabar yek!!! ada jodoh sesuai...ada la....hahahha

Going Back to KL

2009-10-16T01:01:00.000-07:00

Well today is my last day at Sitiawan with Cikna's family....I'm going to miss boboy's mischievous acts and his scream in the morning to wake me up :D

Gonna see WSH and Bell soon!! Yeay!! Bell and me wanted to go to Zouk to see Paul Van Dyke spin there but unluckily for me, my bus only arrived in KL about 12am and thats mean we're gonna be late . So we had to cancelled the plan. Oh Gosh!! Missed a good act again!!!!

Tomorrow I'm going to my schoolmate wedding at Gombak and will go to Sentul for Baby Aja open house. Quite a busy day tomorrow... Will see if I have tyme to blog again....take care peeps!!

Walking on the side road

2009-10-14T06:33:00.000-07:00

OUR 1ST PITSTOP

We're on the side road before heading up to Cameron Highland. Checking on the temperature and its soo damn COLD !!! You can see how I'm wrapped up in my thick sweater with my scarf :D

Uncle Douglas wanted to test the water coming down from the side hill. (Look at the pic) but the it was too far to reach as there is a gap between the railing and the hill.

Iman is sticking on me like a snail. She getting warm just by hugging me! :D I know I'm such a warm person ... Wahahaha xD xD

Iman and me having a candid moment while freezing in the cold weather !! Iman seems to be very happy or is it the cold that makes her go a bit cuckoo ??!! Hahaha :))

Sabrina and me posing in front of a shop that sells all kind of tea . We are all waiting for my family arrival to meet up here as we came in different vehicles and location. The sun starts to shine real bright and it supposed to hot and sunny if at KL but here , its still cold and cloudy eventho the sun is high on ur head !! Thats how cold this place is. Its even colder than Genting Highlands.The coldness at Genting Highland I can still tolerate but here?? Hell to the way NOOOO!!!

Resting My Mind

2009-10-14T02:32:00.000-07:00

Wednesday - 14 Oct 2009 - 05 : 35 pm

Right now I'm at Sitiawan, Perak . I'm staying at Cikna's house visiting her family here . Arrived here last week Friday before heading off for the family weekend trip to Cameron Highlands, Pahang on Saturday early morning. Will blog and post pictures of the trip soon.

Yesterday night, actually its in the early morning bout 1:30 am, Cikna and me went to Ucu's house to send her some cigarette packs since she's out of it. Took a peek on Ucu's kids. Sarah is growing real fast. And the new baby, HANNA is growing fast too!! She looked soo adorable and chubby!! She looks exactly like Ucu but she has more hair on the head than her other siblings. I just wanted to squeeze her like a teddy bear!! She's damn cute ok!! Anyway, we had a conversation over one of my crazy cousin Khalil, about his psychotic behavior and how he wants us to add him in Facebook.. Gossipping had never been this good. Reminiscing the good ol' day and criticizing the people we despise in our family and how the utterly annoyed the living shit out of us...Those ungrateful living creatures !! Haha well, I think we went back about 5am after Cikna felt sleepy. I didnt slept until 9am the next morning. I force myself to sleep when my eyes started to blinked uncomfortably. I guess it must have been the Red Bull & Kacip Fatimah Coffee that kept me awake on the wee hours!! Haha too much caffeine and energy drinks in one day I guess...

Woke up at 1pm , went down and automatically had the urge to cooked mix fried rice. I ate with the kids and Cikna.. And right now, I'm online and posting this blog out of boredom. Haha what a nutcase!! Oh I'm now currently addicted to Facebook's game called Rollercoaster Kingdom. This has to be Cikna and Uncle Douglas fault!! They insisted for me to joined in to be their neighbour and now I'm freaking addicted to it...Hahaha!!!

I guess I'm here relaxing my mind from the hectic life of Kuala Lumpur. Eventho I miss hanging out with my friends esp. Bell since she is the only one who goes around KL with me doing exactly nothing!! We are the crazy Duo's !! I'm away from home. OMG I missed my 'Bantal Musyuk' and my bed sooo much!!

And I'm missing him every single day...We do call and sms each other. But I sometimes cant but helped to thinked of him doing something around my back. Damn!! But I think I have to try to trust him a bit. Ahhhh...let it be !! He's not even my official yet...so what the big deal eh??

Okay..so I'll stop writing now and I'll shall post my Cameron Highland trip soon. Keep on posted ya!!

LOVE THEM..

2009-10-13T13:38:00.000-07:00

Here's some pics of the people I love and adore in my life...Without them , I think my life is blank & bored ...Knowing them has make my life more pleasurable & exciting ..I just cant get enough of them ... They're my LIFE entertainment.... I HEART each one of them so much ....

THESE ARE ONLY A BUNCH OF THEM BUT THESE ARE THE PEOPLE WHO ARE CURRENTLY STICKS TO MY HEART .... I LOVE THEM TO BITS !!!

ALYSA

BELL @ NURUL

REENA @ BABY

SOFIA PUTRI

HARNOM

ZETY

PEJAT

SHAHRUL

RIO

ANDY PIERU

ADIK SHAH

I'm glad and honoured to have the pleasure to know and befriend with these special people who has entered my life ... My life havent been the same since their existance....Thank you my dear friends... Do know that I treasure you all in mylife so much and I would die trying defending our friendship together... May Allah bless us always...

STARTING TO BLOG AGAIN

2009-10-13T09:50:00.000-07:00

Yerp ... I'm officially blogging back again after a loooong break of blogging..can u count the years that I have stop from my last previous post?? Haha....So now that I'm regularly online...I shall write again once more...I miss the blogging times...ohhh the years I've wasted...haha..

the phamily

2007-08-16T07:42:00.000-07:00

I cant help to miss this people.....I had sooo much fun and memory with these people and if Im not mistaken...that was the last thancap i've been ....i think its over a year already?? I havent heard anything bout thancap...dunnno if they still running the show or not...have no idea.....but just to say i miss the live show and the people all around it....had fun....miss those days....

Because of them

2007-08-14T14:37:00.000-07:00

Because of them....people who i used to fancied and craze about!!
When to mostly ALL their showcase just to show support and spread love....
Got recognised by all of them as familiar faces....
Had joined in VE Guestbookies....Met lots of friends in same interest....
then move to a bigger merrier family ...GROOVE PHAMILY which i miss soooooooooooo damnnnn much...
and all that get together , gathering, gossiping and GILE2 GAMBAR chicks.....
I admit I miss it a lot....well since I and other had quit from being HC in GROOVE...
everything had changed and circle of friends had changed....
sometimes I really wish we hadnt quit coz that made us be together as a phamily...

well maybe its my fault for NOT involving myself with the others activities that was held...but i wasnt informed and how the hell am i supposed to know??
huhuhuhu Im sorry...im not complaining just a gesture of speech....

I miss u all thats true....hope we can see soon :p

Love,
Zaza Azman

hello my friends....

2007-08-14T14:12:00.000-07:00

Hello to my blog friends....

I am back to blogging again....I hope for a long period....been a year i hadnt log in this blog and kinda missed all the blogging times and reading back all the posted blog remind me of good ol' days!!! had teary eyes :( coz i do miss my blogger frens and my groove phamily....huhuhu

well...keep an eye on my blog coz im going to upload old photo with caption to recap our old memories together....some of u might not seen the photo,so u can d/load it :p

take care all....

love
zaza azman

.....

2006-06-25T06:53:00.000-07:00

dah lama rasanya tak blog kat sini....
yer laaaa slalu sangat bukak myspace so mcm malas nk buka blogger....

minggu ni mmg menggile abes aaaa.....
assignment semua slamat sempat siap....
nak buat lukisan utk iklan dan cover page majalah mmg buat aku pening kepala tahap ultraman hampir mati...
ahahahahahaahhaha.....dan yang tak best nya...aku blaja english for ICT tetiba ada laks kena buat drama....apakejadah nya?? aku masuk kelas blaja english...bkn nya masuk kelas drama...hishhh...saya ni tak pandai nak berdrama2 depan orang ramai ler!!
maloooooooooo!!! nak laks ckp omputih!!! hishhhh!!! keje gile betul!!
Firdaus ckp zaza senang jer berlakon....
aku pegang ko jer ,ko jerit 'SEXUAL HARRASMENT!!!' kuat2....
ahahahhaha...aku tau la masa sem lepas aku buat presentation pasal sexual harrasment!! hampeh nak ngenakan aku laks!!!well...wish me luck guys!! bisa ke tak aku berlakon...itu semula blakang kira....nnt senang2 aku blakon jadi SINCHAN je!!
masalah kolej kita put aside sebab mmg kita semua tau college life mmg mcm tu..
penuh ngan assignment ,lecturer yang ada gampang dan dugaan lelakichomel!!!

cik sou kita ada masalah ngan apeks...
dengar kata mamat sepet tu buat hal....
hishhhh rasa mcm nak hentak je mamat tu dan maki bahasa cina kat dia jer kekadang!!
masalahnya aku bukan kenal sangat muka dia pun!!!hahahahahhhahahha
sekadar ikot 'spy' dgn sou je ...mana nak nmpk muka dia clear!!
nnt takot kantoi laks 'spy' apeks tu!!

kira nya zaza dan 2 kawan baik zaza ni dalam dilema aaa ni
jatuh chenta pada lelaki yang ada didepan mata kita slalu tapi kita tak leh nak miliki dia sebagai hak kita!!
mungkin la kot sebab kami ni tak lawa...tak hot...tak menawan dan sebagainya
tapi ntah ler....korang layan kami ni macam special kes je!!
ke pasal kami ni lain dari yang lain ....tu yang korang nk tau apa mcm kalau kawan ngan orang mcm kami ni....havoc , happening dan chomel??

ntah ler....orang cakap senang nk lupakan seseorang bile kita tak fikir kan dia...
tapi mcm mana tak fikir kan dia kalau dia senantiasa ada kat mana kita ada?
dah tu bile kita buat dek je kat dia....ada je la cara2 dia nak buat kita prasan dia ada kat situ...
aku mmg tak paham lelaki ni...apa masalah mereka? suka cakap je suka....
tak suka cakap tak suka....tak kisah masa ko ckp ko tak ske tu akan sakitkan hati tapi at least ko takde la buat sakit hati bile orang dah menaruh harapan tinggi menggunung everest kat kau!!
i mean...if u want to be just a fren...then be a fren...
dont treat us extra special or else we think u like us...
dont say u care for us when u dont and u said that to all the females frenz..
jgn kata i cant live without u coz u know when we love u...we too cant live without u but u can live without us just after 10 minutes u said that and move on to the other girl...

i dunno...mcm malas nk amek tau pasal chenta pun ada..
tapi kalau tak amek tau....mcm tak meriah je hidup...
plp said that we learn from mistake but me....i never learned anything from my mistakes in LOVE....i will go over and over and over again with the wrong guy!!
tak tau apa masalahnya tapi itu lah dia....

dan pada sesiapa kenal jennz...
dia ada call me last friday....saje nk amek tau hal peribadi terbaru zaza....
he's doing well there ... dengar kata dia aaa....
he misses me..and i do miss him ...sometimes!! hehehehehe
tapi dia di ibarat ikan salmon...amat susah nak cari pada musim nya...
(ye ye saya tau kat supermarket skang ni berlambak jual ikan salmon)
tapi itu semua kata metaphor dan kata2 kais.....
he is still in my mind but i guess he is in the cornerrrrrrrrrr of my heart right now sebab saya ni dah gile pada pelbagai benda dahhh...jadi mungkin ruangan nya dah tak cukup...dah nak sampai kuota ni.....
tapi jgn risau..kawan2 ku spt aleeya dan khad yang jauh masih di dalam hati yang tengah2....hehehehheheh...

well ok la kot...nnt lenkali rajin ...za on blogger lagi.....
take care!!!

hard time

2006-06-03T10:16:00.000-07:00

semalam keluar dengan sou dan lynn...
planning nk pegi tgk wayang cerita 16 block
tapi last2 kami tak jadi ...instead we lepak kat BK ...gossiping ...
jalan2 kat midvalley...beli perfume utk kereta dan bilik....(hidung sou tak berfungsi !!! hehehheh)
mereka beli sushi ..saya pandang sushi dengan penuh kasih sayang sebab tak dpat nk beli ....lagipun kenyang sket dari makan BK , thanks to lynn sebab belanja...
lepak bangsar PELITA....takde lelaki yang menarik perhatian....
ada satu tapi mcm muka dia remind me of someone i try NOT to like...
maka saya REJECT itu lelaki.....ahahahhahahaha

ps: thanks kepada sou dan lynn kerna belanja makan minum ku .....makasih kerna memahami situasi zaza masa ini....saya mmg KOPAK,BANGKRUP !!!! uhuks :(

saya dan sou mmg dalam dilemma kerna lelaki yang kami sayang ske buat kami derita dan rasa di aniaya!!! tapi kami tetap sayangkan mereka walaupun mereka ske dera jiwa raga kami!!

perangai apeks dan galah mmg serupa!!!
masing2 ske nak buat kita rasa confius!!!
bile kita dah tak de perasaan ngan dia....dah ilang sket2....
dia pandai nak tarik balik perhatian kita supaya kita ske dia balik.....
bile kita dah ske dia laks....dia buat endah tak endah kat kita....
tell me WWWWHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY lelaki mmg perangai macam ni!!!
ko ske ke tak ni?? main2 tarik tali laks....
kang aku potong tali tu kang ....ko tercampak sorang2....
ishhh....i just dont understand guys and guys dont understand girls....
kenapa perlu complicated kan keadaan....
suke cakap suka...tak suka cakap tak suka.....nak jadi kawan saja...cakap laaaa!!!
nak jadi girlfriend ke , isteri ke?? CAKAP LAAAAAAAAAAA!!! apa yang susah sangat!!!
ishhhhhh pening kepala aaaa!!!

jeles dia bukan main mengalah kan laki sendiri padahal takde pape pun ngan kita...
bile kita kata nak ngorat orang lain dia kata tak boleh,mana nak simpan dia...
bile kita dah assume dia mmg ada hati kat kita , dia buat prangai kasi kita menyampah!!
alahaiiiii.....penat aaaa macam nie.....
pokok kata skang ni....za nk buat hal sendiri....
akan tidak melayan kerenah dia lagi kerna buat sakit hati pun ada...
lepas ni nk flirt sesuka hati depan dia....

dan lagi satu.....zaza menyesal sebab kata sayang kat dia .....
NooooooooooooooOOooo!!! mulut ku harus di kunci lenkali!!!

LOVE

2006-05-28T12:23:00.000-07:00

If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you , be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didnt choose to rest in the other person;s heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you dont love them, feel honoured that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. DO NOT take advantage, DO NOT CAUSE PAIN.

How you deal with love is how you deal with YOU, and all our hearts feel the same pains and joys, even if our lives and ways are different.

If you fall in love with another, and they fall in love with you, and then love chooses to leave. DO NOT try to reclaim it or to assess blame. LET IT GO. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you dont choose love. LOVE chooses you.ALl you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away. Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you. Give it ti others who deem it poor in spirit. Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

There is where many lovers go wrong. Having been so long without love , they understand love only as a need. They see their hearts as empty places that will be filled by love and they begin to look at love as something that flows TO them rather than FROM them.

The first blush of new love is filled to overflowing, but as their love cools, they reverts to seeing their love as need. They cease to be someone who generates love and instead become someone who seek love. They forget that the secret of love is that it is a gift, and that it can be made glow only by giving it away.

REMEMBER THIS, and keep it to your heart. LOVE has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reasons for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or coerce it or reason it into staying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away ehen it comes to you. But of it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery. Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life.

IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN , IT WILL COME AGAIN.

The heart has its reasons that the mind knows nothing of............

MYTEAM VS MALAYSIA

2006-05-28T10:57:00.000-07:00

Well as the result to the match was MYTEAM losses to MALAYSIAN by 2-1

But still I was proud with MYTEAM because with only 2 months of training...they can actually score 1 goal ... challenging against our national soccer team which had has loads of trainings before....

the first half was a great one when ARUN KUMAR made the GOAL for MYTEAM!!
I was routing like mad when they scored!!
ahahhahahaha...not that i am really INTO soccer but it was fun to see a 'nobody' team playing against our 'so called' national team....

it was a pity that HAMIZAN had to leave the field in such an early minutes...
thats was because he got the RED card!! ahahahahh
it was just coz he pushed ZAQUAN from MALAYSIA TEAM....actually push his neck to be precised :p thats a way to show that 'DONT FUCK with MYTEAM players!! '
Hamizan as the CAPTAIN had to give way to FIRDAUS (jersi 8) to guide the team !!
In which I shall say 'FIRDAUS U ROXXXX MY SOCKSS!! damnnn he's FINE!!
got to watch his butt on national TV !! i guess the cameraman is GAY coz he totally FOCUSED on FIRDAUS BUTT quite a LONNNNNG time but good for me !! ahahahhhaha

MALAYSIA team won 2 goals but to me its only because they won it over FREEKICKS!!!
If they really had to play by right...I think they wont even SCORE 1 goal!!!

so there!! I have respect to MYTEAM's player because they can achieve this far and make a good turning point!! I just wish they WON the game but its ok....at least I know we malaysian really have GOOD players out there!!!

KUDOS TO MYTEAM and ARUN KUMAR !!!

FIRDAUS.....I love u BUTT!!! :p

dear aleeya

2006-05-07T20:00:00.000-07:00

dear aleeya,

How are you?? Its been awhile since we have chatted huh?? ni nk tanya soklan ni??
apa benda nya yang kamu tak paham dalam blog zaza ni? dah makin confius eh??
hehehhehe zaza pun dah lama tak blog ..so bile blog kembali, banyak benda are left out...so anda kena aaa be patient dan baca ngan betul2 utk paham apa yang zaza tulis...

sekian wassalam....

p/s : ahhahahhah ske2 je nak tulis mcm surat :p

complicated ~

2006-05-01T20:10:00.000-07:00

I think like i used to say to my 'close frenz' that im a commitment phobic....
yeah blame it to my 'wonderful family' with the historical of divorcing all the time!
It shudnt have impact me really but what am i supposed to do?
my parents are divorced (not that im whining~) ,my fav aunt also a divorcee
am i destined to live around divorcee in my life??
aiyohhhhh.....that y im taking relationship quite 'whatever' ...
I havent found the 'right guy' YET !! in which I did found ONE ...JENNZ but damn ..he is outta my dictionary...heard that he's seeing some japanz chicks there!!
(ahahahha...sungguh masin skali mulutku..tambah garam..jgn malo2)

I guess Im tellin u all that I have 'this and that' with 'this and that' guy ...
In which some are definately TRUE or maybe some are only my imaginations...
Not that I lied to my frenz...(YES ...u plp out there!!)
It just sometimes when I say I have a so called relationship with this guy
It end up nothing later after a week....
so i couldnt really say it was a relationship....
maybe a 'week romance' or 'stok geli2' thingy....
and to my dismay...i was born a 'easily fall in love but also easily fall OUT of love' KARMA!! huhuhuhuh....tak caya tgk aa all those horoscope thingy!!
I spit on my karma.....kaaaaaaaaaatuihhhhh!!!

I do want a steady bf for myself and to show off (ahahhahaha!!)
but apakan daya diri ku yg chomel hanya utk tatapan umum!!
well i have LOADS of scandals but sume tak bleh pakai punya!! buat susah badan lagi ada laaa...so might as well Im off alone in this forbidden world (ohhh Im so dramatic!)

Like some my frenz said 'ko kuat sgt jual mahal...tu yg payah tu!!'
abes kalau jualan murah!! tak ke bersepah aku ni!! tu lagi payah dahhhh....
I mean we sometime say that we dont like this guy but actually deep inside we LOVE THEM TO DEATH !!!

soooo I am a commitment phobic and i shall say i will only get marry when i am 28 above....insyallah *crossfinger* ...
i need to pursue all my dream 1st before gettin really attached to a GUY whom i have to live for eternity...I just hope I love him sooo much as he love me...coz man~~ Im so easily get bored!! guys out there!! be exciting!! be attractive!! be YOU!! not a fake - Im -so- cool kinda guy...OKAY??

Jenz I still Hart u....eventho u sucks coz u get to fucked japans chickz and I dont get any japanz blocks!! ahahahhahahahahhahahahahhah u still me amore!!!

to my peeps out there!! just trust ur instinct to trust me!!
Im gonna shut IT if i have any so called BF...
betul2 confirm then I shall spill and tell ok??
love ya to bits

i hart zoel

2006-04-23T12:47:00.000-07:00

i hart zoel soooo much now days....

last friday really make an impact to my daily life....
i didnt expect him to be like that.... but i guess im agreeing to what he wants too...
i tried to stay away from him but i cant....
god help me!!! now i dont know what our status but definately skang tgh main tarik tali...but im gonna keep it cool!!

hehehhe....

happy 22nd bday to me!!

2006-04-20T23:27:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 22ND BIRTHDAY TO ME!!

Thanks to all my frens who remembered my bday and thanks soooo much for the bday wish!! Im sooooooo thankful and glad i have u guys as my fren!!

dalam sedar tak sedar dah 22 thn skang ni.....ishhh makin tua dah tapi tak per...
bab kata Bee...makin tua tapi makin chantek!! nampak muda!!
ahahhahahah thanks bee!! shayang kamu sgt2!!

anyway... I got ONE cute teddy bear from MAS !!
sooo cute .....berbulu2 gituuuuu...dah la kotak pun bear2....
heheh thanks MAS!!

thanks u all yang SMS me !! tak abes2 berdering2 my phone dgn call and sms!!
itu semua pun dah buat zaza gembira....takde hadiah pun tak pe...janji korang ingat dah cukup....terasa diri ini di hargai sangat2.....hehehheh

kepada yang hantar msg kat friendster dan myspace pun thanks a lot!!

for me this year bday was simple but memorable....
hadiah semua tak penting tapi ingatan kawan terhadap diri pun dah cukup bagus kerna tahu diri ni diingati slalu....tapi kalau ada nak kasi hadiah tu.....zaza TERIMAAAA~~

hehehhehehe.....

im being 22 hope will have the health of a 16 year old and wealth of a 40 year old...hehehhehehe....
I wish and hope that i will success in my study and life!!

thanks again to all...love u guys!!muahzzzzz XOXO

the danger of watching korean telenovela,cigaratte and lollipop !!

2006-04-17T07:22:00.000-07:00

I got this one story to tell you people of the danger that can occurs while watching korean telenovela and at the same time smoking a ciggarate and sucking a lollipop.

Tonite while I was watching a korean telenovela (My Lovely Samsoon)with someone at home ...something quite hilarious to me but painful event occur!!

While we was really 'into' the drama , when jin-heon was talking to his so called GF hee-jin.. We ate fried rice while watching it...my companion was sooooooo 'khusyuk' ...she didnt realize she was eating cili padi that was huge and after eating it,AFTER 10 seconds of chewing it....she finally realized it was HOT and SPIT it out in the garbage while looking for water ,her eyes was still glued to the tele....

soooo...I was kinda being kind handing over the water and 'tahan' gelak coz i never seen her sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo excited watching a korean telenovela before...anyway i was the one who follows the story and she came only after HALF the story and now she GLUED to it!!! ahahhahhahahhah

ok....after that..we continued watching...done eating...really full eventho actually i cant taste a thing cos of my bud...

so we eat lolipop....makan2....she gave her lolipop to iman...
then she light her cigarate.....she smoke like usually.....
and the stupidest thing she did without realizing

she took the CIGARATTE into her mouth and suck IT!!!!!!!!!
after 3 second in her mouth then she realized it was hot and ashes was in her mouth!!
ahahhahhahahhahahahha....she thought she was sucking the lollipop!!!!

and the sooooooooo smart woman im talking is CIKNA...my aunty!!!

ahahhahha i had the biggest laugh of my day!!!

pity her a bit la but that the outcome of NOT looking what u are doing!!

My Lovely Samsoon causes minor accidents!!!

ahahahhahahhahaha

im a complicated person

2006-04-16T07:00:00.000-07:00

at a time i will say i love u
at a time i will say i miss u
at a time i will say i want u

but at the same time i do not want to have a thing from u !!

i said im okay but im not!!

i said i want u but actually i dont!!

i said im ugly but im not!! hahahahhah

its hard to express my self here and people tend to misunderstood me
but i dont care and dont give a shit bout what plp say

im sooo complicated...esp in love...

penah ke korang dengar zaza actually stick to ONE and only ONE person at a time??

please tell me when??

one time i like this guy and after 2 days im in love with this other guy??

sooo teruk la zaza....but i guess im like this cos im afraid of comitment!!

yeah blame it all to that 'no string attached' thingy!!!

ntah la guys...i guess im sooooo not going to have a REAL bf in a LONNNNNNNNNNNG time!!!!!!

thank u very much!!!

zaza sucks total!!

I am sick

2006-04-10T01:01:00.000-07:00

I am sick of you....

I am sick of my family...

I am sick of life....

I am sick of everything!!!

but I never sick of being a biaaatchhhh!!!!

muauahahahahahahha......

chenta ku pudar.....

JUJUR la pada ku...bile ko tak lagi chenta......

hati ku pada mu telah pudar wahai lelaki chomel...

kejammmm kah diri ku?? tamak kah diri ku??? buta ke mata ku???

jawapan nya.....

zaza ni tak reti untung nasibbbbbbbbbbbb!!!!!!!!!

sepakan maut ke 100000~!

tolong la sesiapa2 sedarkan diri zaza yang tak chantek lagi hodoh perangai ni!!!!

we confront

2006-04-04T19:24:00.000-07:00

well...yesterday we confront her!!
da 'muka mcm haram jadah tak tau maloooooo punya ' bitch!!!
dah la dia nk tanya kami apa masalah kami ngan dia tapi bleh buat muka macm like dont like.....well HELLO!! ko yg nak tanya kami kan??
dah la bile kami ckp apa yang tak puas hati ...bleh buat muka slamber je ...
as if apa kami cakap ni tak de makna bagi nya!!
ala..if u dont treat us as a fren..why the hell shud we?? doink!!!

tapi apa yang kami amat bengang smalam ialah pasal nabawi!!
babi betul itu mamat!!! back stabber !!!
kata tak suka la apa la ngan minah tu tapi in the end dia laks bagitau minah tu yang kami ni anti-suraya!!!

kesimpulannya nabawi dan suraya mmg pasangan sepadan!!!

kaki perasan,kaki bolot,kaki sibuk,kaki tk bleh dipercayai dan kaki SEKS!!!!....
ahahahhaaahhahhahhahhhahhahhahhaha!! gelak guling2!!!
sesuwaiiiiiiiiiiiiii la sangat2.....amek dua2 hantuk kepala !!!

slamat aaa hati ku sudah pada ZOEL!!!!
ahahahhahhaha....hati ku tak kecewa ngan perangai bodohs nabawi!!

well anyway, kami masih tak puas hati ngan confrontation kami
al maka kami akan ada kan perbincangan parlimen gediks sedunia!!!
ahahahahahahah...

genting was fun!!

2006-04-01T07:23:00.000-08:00

pegi genting ngan nurul dan zety...
threesome but a havocsome babes!!!
hahahhaha...we are sooooo Singaporian.....
some malaysian are soooooooooo rude!!! No manners!!!!

walaupun tak dapat nak tido sana tapi mmg best!!!
finally za naik gaks da 'swing' ride!!
bontot ku ngam ngam je masuk kerusi chomels tuu!!! had real fun!! naik 2 kali laks tuu....ketagih maaaa!!!!

we did some slutty thing kat genting...ahahahhahhaa....sampai abg jaga rollercoaster pun nak kena ngorat....sampai tersipu2 abg tu kena kacau!!! haaaaaaaa skang lelaki tau la perasaan perempuan kena ngorat atau kacau.....hehhehhehehh

kami balik dalm kul 8...satu bas ngan budak cina2 yang sangat bodoh ...
budget kami ni tak berpelajaran la tuhhh.....
hello!! I can speak chinese and i understand chinese!!!
duhhh.....slamat aaaa tak bergaduh ngan dorang dalam bas.....
relaks nurul....hehehe...

so im guessing IM SO GOING TO GENTING NEXT MONTH...
im going with HIM....ZOEL....I love u soooo much eventho u aprilfooled me!!!
i hate u but i love u......

im sooo loikes him~~

2006-03-30T09:45:00.000-08:00

Dont we look sooo cute together??
hehehehhehe .....

nurul...im so dreaming of him everyday now.....
sejak2 kejadian di rumah ku ituuu....
i cant sleep without looking at his face on my phone or read his sms before i sleep
yep zaza is sooo damn lame and gile
but i sooo into him right now~~
*sorry jenz...as far as i know , u dont call me or contact me bout 2 weeks now...god knows what going on!!!*
IM JUST KEEPING MY HEAD OCCUPIED WITH EXCITEMENT RATHER THAN PAIN AND WORRIES!!

nurul, nowdays zoel msg me almost all da time and if he wants to hear my voice...
he'll miss call me in which i WILL call him back no matter what time it is!!!
hahahahhahahahahah........slap me nurul!!!
im crazy bout him....hope he lovesss the necklace i bought for him
i even make him swear he'll wear it all da time!!!!
goshhh.....i never say this but I LOVE naik scooter with him jalan2 at Bukit bintang...hahahahhaha....

he make my day!!!

im stressed!!

2006-03-11T07:57:00.000-08:00

with all this assignment and projects and presentation!!
I shall either have loads of grey hair or less hair on my head!!!
im totally stressed out!! now i know what i feels like when my frens said college life homework stress isnt the same with highschool's stress!

believe me!!! Im STRESSED!!!

with that shitty bitch on my way all da time....
Im really worried if i loose my temper at college....
taknak la tunjuk im brutal sangat....

pecah rekod dah menangeh dalam bilik air kolej....
muahahahahha.....abes ke'macho'an ku !!
but that shows me that how many people there are really MY FRIENDS and which one is my FOE!!!

kawan2 ku sangat penyayang dan ambil berat terhadap situasi ku ini!!!
I love u guys sooo much!!!

I miss nurulillanie syafiqah~~
she's one of my best babe in college....
kenapa anda harus berhenti darling??
jangan lupakan daku ehh?? keep in touch!!!

he's gone

2006-03-05T03:09:00.000-08:00

yup..today is da last day!!
I didnt have the courage to sent him at the airport cos i know im going to cry all da way...sangat bukan zaza gituu...tak reti nak men'gagah'kan diri langsung!!
he did call me before dia naik flight...
dia nak make sure that i wasnt there....dan dia nak make sure dia im the last person and last voice he hears before leaving MALAYSIA....
(tapi nnt dia dgr sore stewardess kasi instruction kan?? emmm??)
ohh damnn zaza...sangat tak berpikiran romantikk !!!

well i did cried a bit when we talked on da phone...
he said it was best i didnt come to sent him away...
he might not board the plane if i was there!!
Im like....WHATTTTT ??? kalau aku tauuuu!!!(dalam hati laaa)
but its ok...he's going to pursue his career...
mana tau dia dah kaya sket (inwhich tak cukup ke duit mak bapak dia?)
but at least he has the urge to find his own money!!
thats what i like bout him!!

i told him as a joke that if he want to f*** japan gals , go ahead but dont forget to wear condoms....and i laugh!!
but he was angry!! 'ada ke patut u say like that!! u nak sangat ke i buat macam tu?'
dengan EGO nya saya berkata...'ske hati u laa,u're not my husband yet!!! I dont OWN u~!!!'
patut kah saya berkata begitu kepada insan yang baik hati pada saya??
mengapa lahhh ego ku sangat meninggi waktu itu!!
but I did say sorry at the last conversation...taknak la dia marah kat za kan!!
well i wish him all da best ....
harap kami akan berpanjangan jodohnya...
kalau tak...im moving on!!!!

my gossiping babes!!

2006-03-05T02:31:00.000-08:00

yup!! here is the place where we like to gossip bout other peeps we dont like in college!! also the latest HOTZ guys we seen in college....muahahahahahahha

time ni kami ponteng kelas mr EL kerna semata2 rasa bosan nak lepak ngan pompuan ituuu.....mas belanja minum starbuckk!!!

dari kiri : mas a.k.a ganaz , zety a.k.a kuat gelak , zaza a.k.a chomel (wahahhahahah) dan nurul a.k.a raven a.k.a sangat attitude girl!!

hahahhahahahha....kami ske usha abe starbuck tuu....chumels alsooo...
all this to take my mind of my love JENZZ....
seeeshhhhh....i miss him already

I'm greedy!!!

2006-03-05T01:45:00.000-08:00

Greed:	High
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	Medium
Sloth:	High
Envy:	High
Lust:	High
Pride:	Medium

The Seven Deadly Sins Quiz on 4degreez.com

lelaki chomel

2006-02-28T19:02:00.000-08:00

Ini la dia lelaki² chomel di Cosmopoint yang dapat saya 'grab'
muahahahhha...dorang ni semua senior zaza tapi lagi muda!!
*hentak kaki* not fair not fair!!!

from left : Korie ,Zul a.k.a gile dan Madi a.k.a chomel

mereka ini mmg best...semua ni kawan nabawi....hhahahahahaah
skandal2......*kuar tandukz*

im sad :(

2006-02-28T18:35:00.000-08:00

Yes peeps....eventho I look happy and cheery and all but deep inside im freaking sad
Its about JENNZ...to those who know him,I mean heard bout him
knows how he meant to me in a way.....
sadly he's going AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY to JAPAN this weekend....
this friday will be my last date with him....
to hold his hand,to hug him,to laugh at his jokes,to see him smile
I know I can still see him through webcam and hear his jokes but I cant hold him tight when I want to...when I feel down..there no one to say its okay and hug me with all his might!!
Im sorry If I sound damn *jiwang* or emo but its just to difficult...
To me, HE IS THE ONE!! the right guy for me!! but soon it will all be gone!!
I know ppl say that 'kalau ada jodoh,tak kemana nya!!'
but I DONT GIVE A DAMN WITH THAT!!! I want him and I want him now and forever!!
Honestly peeps...when Im with him...I always thought of marriage!!
hahahha yeah laugh laa....I know...It is sooooooooooo not ZAZA!!
korang mesti cakap 'what?zaza?thinking to get married??kata nak kawin lambat!!'
hehehhe but to tell u da truth..I feel so secure with him and happy whenever Im with him...thats LOVE!! but Im fallin in love on a bad time!!
He's going this sunday...Nak pegi tgk ke tak eh? takot nnt za nangeh tak keruan je kang....abes ilang macho....I need him beside me...
penah one day kitorang kuar jalan2 sampai lewat malam and i was so damn tired,i slept in his car on the way back home....
and the sweetest thing he did was he didnt wake me up...instead he sleep in the car with me outside my house...*inwhich dipikirkan bodo sebenarnya!!*
tapi SWEETTTTT and romantic sangat!!! first time in mylife rasa benda semua indah2 belaka....tak sangka dia mcm tuu...
bile za taknya kenapa tak kejut kan je....kecian dia tak balik umah....
dia kata "kecian tengok za penat sangat dan tak sampai hati nak kejut kan *my princess* ...lagipun i ske tgk u tido....chomel sangat..."
OMG !! I was like the luckiest lady!! mata dah berair2 nak nangeh terharu sangat!!
tapi gagah macho saya tgk tmpt lain..and when i woke up...he was holding my hand while sleeping....SUMPAH dia tak buat apa2 kat za! He respect me and thats what make me FALL IN LOVE with JENNZ...

itu la alkisah cerita zaza tapi malang nya good things never end up happy...
Dia nak pergi dah...rasa macam nak cakap je DONT GO PLEASE I NEED U tapi tak sampai hati sebab dia nak mula kan karier dia kat sana....
kami tak kata putus lagi pasal relationship kami tapi mcm masing2 paham keadaan sendiri....dia kata dia akan hantar kan duit utk flight ke JAPAN nanti bile za dah cuti semester....so that we can be together!! Goshhh....

I just hope kami menjadi sebab za dah mula sayang sangat kat dia...
dah la hensem,baik nak mampos..gentlemen siap...
a guy that i never dreamt of to have!!
doakan la kami berdua akan kekal....
aku takot awek jepun sana kacau je....maklum laaaa ....
takper la...if dah takde jodoh...nak buat mcam mana..redha je laaa....

lastly...
I LOVE JENNZ with all myheart and my heart is aching with sadness becoz he's going away!!!

2006-02-28T18:10:00.000-08:00

okay....I said I'm over him but....I LIED!!!
skang ni makin ske tgk dia...when he smile....damnnn cute and sweet.....
tak dapat nak tahan aaaa....
eventho ada makhluk yang buat za sakit ati je slalu sebab dia duk nak BERKEPIT je ngan Nabawi but all dat gone when he say a word to me.........
* I like u ....u're so cute and lovable!* #arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....pengsannnn!!!#

*im still siuman ok*

kucing ku shayang

2006-02-21T19:19:00.000-08:00

ni la dia kucing kesayangan zaza!!!

tapi skang ni dia tak reti nak balik umahhhhhh!!!

akak tak ske larrr macam niiii....

his my baby boy skang ni!!!!

my angau for the week!!

2006-02-21T18:08:00.000-08:00

This is HIM !!! kena edit sket gambo dia sebab ada benda yang za tak ske dalam gambo tu!! *hint*

tapi i dont think im angau bout him that MUCH nemore than last time...
skang ni mcm dah 'eyeing' kawan dia plaks....
oHHhhhhhh.....chomeL² kawan² dia....
*tandukkkkkkkkzzzzz keluar lahhhhhhh!!!!!!*

*alia & sou...anda dah tau mcm mana muka dia skang kan?? muahahahahahahha!!! ye saya rabun orang nya....sekian berita pukul 1.....*

getting laid with ......

2006-02-08T20:35:00.000-08:00

I know it's been awhile since I updated my blog ...
I didnt know I had *FANS* ...ohhh terharu ada gaks org nak baca my blog yang buhsan ni!
*yes Alia...puas hati tak i nak blog ni??* hehehhehehe :p

Well its been a hectic week for me! Let's start with Sunday!! Anugerah Juara Lagu!!
As u know,Abe Mimi won 2 categories!! Yeayyy *lompat2* Best Vocal and Pop Rock!!
I was jumping and screaming around at home when they announced Abe Mimi won!!
In which I didnt expect he wud win the Best Vocal but hey...tak sia2 la jadi guru vokal ok :p tambah laks ngan budak2 gospellers yang mmg GEMPAKS to da MAX!!
I didnt miss their performance...It sound great eventho kat TV mcm sucks sket sound system dia but hey I bet kat PWTC bunyi dia BAPAK HEBAT !!!! bapak gaks hebat ye?Mak tak hebbatttt???? muahahahahhahahhaa :p Anyway that day itself I cant make it to PWTC (sad but have to) I kena amek cikna at KL Sentral... He called me and ask me if Im coming there to watch AJL coz he's bringing his sista also..but to bad I cant make it...To whom it may concern,YES Za dah baik dengan dia balik : As a FREN!!!!
So basically I had fun at home shouting and screaming on top of my lungs for Abe Mimi in which he cant even hear me :) hahahahahhhahah :p I saw HIS face there...and the others too ...Emmy,Feroz,Bart,Zariff,Syai was the 'muka slalu kat screen'....Anyway after knowing da results...I called Sou..which we both were screaming happily!! hahahhahha :p we both was sooooooooooo damn happpppy for Abe Mimi and the Gospellers!!! You guys were HOTZZ!! me want the SHIRT!!! CooooooLLLLL!!!!

After watching AJL....I went straight to do my ASSIGNMENTTT!!! Computing Fundamental is sooo making me MENTAL okayyyyyy!!! I drank a MUG (yes a BIG MUG) of Nescafe with Ali Cafe Tongkat ALi....dan dimana kita semua tahu lepas tu i cant sleep!!! I have a morning class in the morning ...EARLY MORNING!!! I did my CF lousily!!mamposss laaa aku tak de idea nak buat mcm mana!!janji buat dan hantar....betul ke tak ..itu blakang kira okayyy!! Mak dah naik sakit kepala dan lebam mata buat assignment buduhz tu tauuuu!!! Ohh dan maybe sebab tak bleh tido beside the caffein ialah my cat tak balik malam tu...Tigger pergi mengorat tak mana awek baru kot!! dia slalu tido ngan zaza..so mlm tu rasa mcm dah LOST sket aaaa!! hehehhehe :p ye saya dah mula sayang kucing saya tuh dengan penuh perasaan kasih sayang yang tak berbelah bagi!! My cat is MY BOYFRIEND!! so guys!! sorry...u can buzz off....hatiku hanya untuk TIGGER!!!

Monday :( I hate monday!! ada 3 kelas....dari pagi ke petangggg!!!!
dah la tak tidow...otak dah blur segala..duk usung la Graphic board aku nie....
ada kelas CF dulu pagi2 buta...dah hantar...slamat bleh diterima oleh lecturer aku!
fuhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....amin....slamat tak payah re-do!!
then spatutnya ada kelas CGD...dah la duk usung benda alah yang besar bagak tuu!!
LECTURER bleh lupa nak masuk kelas!! I hate her!!! susah payah aku buat project tuuu..bawak kehulur ke hilir benda tuuu...dia boleh LUPA dia ada kelasss??!!!
hishhhhhhh nak je aku bakar kete dia kalau aku tau mana satu kete dia !!!!
korang paham tak apa aku cakap ni?? sebab aku pun dah naik blur....ehhehehhe :p
anyway i was supposed to go out with HIM today...dia kata nak pick me up at college tapi last minute dia kata dia ada hal dengan orang lain laks!! sakit hati plaks tetibaaaa!!!!tapi tak per laaaaaa sebab za pun agaks blur hari tuu soooo nanti ada gaks yang bergaduh lagi.....abaikan semua ini!!! petang ada kelas Mmedia pric....ada class presentation at that time!!!! time tu gaks dapat topic time tu gaks kena buat presentation...yang best konon2 ni nak buat la topik SONY PLAYSTATION...konon2 terer la nie dapat cari info...skali bile dah cari bahan kat internet..satu haram tak dapt...yang dapat ialah game2 terbaru dan PS3 ...Bile kena present kat depan...za dgn shoba dah blur2 nak ckp apa pun tak tau!! yang lain buat presentation mmg hebat!!aku duk ternganga tgk depa....kesimpulannya :WE SUCKKKKKKSSSSSSS!!!!!! maluuuuuuu siot!! selamat la nabawi dan geng dia tak datng kelas that day!! amin!!!

hari yg selasa bosan so kita tak yah cer!!

hari rabu best!!!!!!! A GOOD DAY!!!I had a class with nabawiii!!!yeahhh finally he came to class today!!! i was soooooo happyyyy!!! hehehhehe gatal siotttt aku nie!!!
Masa habis kelas nabawi dan zaphir tego sebab nak tanya pasal assignment CGD
dorang tak siap lagi rupanya!! huhuhuh buat apa time cuti pun tak tau!!
anyway...i was soo caught up dengan nabawi ...i didnt notice yang si nurul dengan zety ada kat sebelah...ehehhehehehe sorry la saya terLAMPAU concentrate kat dia..
he is sooooo damnnnn cute!! lagi2 masa dia smile shy2....damnnnnnn!!!!
malam laks sou ajak kuar ngan alia.....best!! kami mengile kan diri dalam kete satria sou yang hebat bunyinya!!! vroooooooooooooooooooooooom!!
tapi kami rindu kat BAHARUDDIN!!! iskkkkk baha...ko tinggal kan daku keseorngan!!!
anyway...kami jadi TOUR GUIDE alia!! sangat best round2 KL dan Selangor!!
dan saya menjadi sangat sengal dan gatal setelah cukup tido....
hahaha semua orang aku nak ngorat semalam *kecuali kat BK hartamas okayyy!!*
me dont likey themmmmmm!! no no nooooooooooooooo!!!
so after all da laugh and drama and searching for artblock
we had to say goodbye to ALIA a.k.a ALAI!!
It was sad and I dare say I saw alia wanna cry but we all 'gagah &macho'kan diri taknak nangeh depan2 masing2.....
alia....we shall miss u gal...nanti kita YM ye....cross finger me getting streamyx at home ok!!! hehehehhehe...jangan lupa send pix ok?? miss u..jgn makan potato banyak2 sangat!!! hahahahhhaaahhhaha :p hugs & kisses to alia..
and thank sou sebab bawak kami kuar mengile kan diri masing2...
too bad tak dapat tgk that guy!1 siap nak stalk lagi ehh!!
hahahhahhhaha :P takpe la...kalau ada jodoh...ada la tue ye!!
pasal HIM....i called him smalam and i dont know why but i felt relieved ...
thanks sou sebab memahami keadaaan zaza gaks....i got caught up in the middle....
ntah la ...zaza skang ni buntu sgala....takpe la ...zaza skang ni nak concentrate kat study dan NABAWI....muahahaahhahahhhahhaa :p

okay la peeps....nanti ada masa lagi saya update ok??
alia..anda puas hati tak blog panjang hari ni?? hehhehe miss u and sou already!!

rehearsal AJL

2006-02-03T20:38:00.000-08:00

yeahhh malam ni dapat pi tgk rehearsal full dress AJL.....
nanti dapat tgk abe2 chomels lagiii.....
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *pengsan ,bangun dan pengsan kembali utk 5 minit*
saya akui smalam saya mmg gatal sudah bile tengok ramai sangat orang chomel!!!
nafsu ku membuak2 apatah lagi bile nampak amir siarra,boy 40g,amer RE dan dancer utk ADAM!!!!mereka sangat laaaaaaaa MENAWAN HATI !!!!
dan za rasa smalam mcm semua org duk pandang za je....tau aaa za chomel pakai PINK!!
wahahahha atau pun dorang pandang pasal rantai TASBIH za besar sangat kot!!!
(note: ye saya mmg suke perasan kan diri sendiri!!!! kenapa tak blehhhh??)

smalam nampak bekas kekasih hati saya...sorry ya! bukan nak kata chenta kembali tapi terdetik kembali kenapa saya bleh jatuh chenta ngan dia masa dulu2 kala....
dia sangat CHOMEL bile pakai kemeja dan rambut pendek!! I loiiiikkkeessss :P
tapi itu semua bayangan dan igauan....(perghh ayat tak bleh blahhhhh!!!)
hahahahahhahha anyway...smalam kami mmg kecoh mcm kami ni la wartawan....
ske2 je bitching ske yang ni..benci yang ituu...babi botak oren kaler!!!
abe2 kat blakang kami buleh blah kalu tak ske kami bising yer!!
dah la kata 'apa gunanya bawak sekampong tuu?tak harmonize langsung!!'
wahhhhhh......ske2 je nak komen mcm tu kat darling2 akuuu!!!
slamat aku ayu smalam...kalu takkk.....'flying hand triple slap' ...
Im FEARLESS baybehhhh!!! dont play2 aaaaaa!!!

dan saya skang ni tgh nak cari bahan nak siapkan assignment hari ni gaks sebab takot tak sempat loorrrrrrr.....dah la malam ni nak pergi support ABE MIMI!!

katakanlah,dengarkanlah,percayalah!!!!!

sou ...we rempitz again todayyyy!!!!i see ya later!!!

LORI ku gagah berani!!!

2006-01-29T07:26:00.000-08:00

yeay!! dah cuti!! tapi cuti saya tak best dan buhsan!!!
kena buat assignment BANYAAAAAKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!
gampang sungguh....daku rasa nak nangeh guling2 dan hempaskan segala buku yang available kat dalam umah tapi sebab pk nanti kena kemas sendiri
maka hasrat daku dibatalkan serta merta ......
tapi hatiku masih sakit hatiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!!!

1 assgment dah siap...GRAPHIC DESIGN...folio dah siappp!!
daku buat satu hari suntuk...hahah tapi banyak kali duk melalot je...
skejap je buat...nak decorate je lama dan letih...
lepas ni nak buat m.media principles laks...kena cari bahan....
computing fundamental laks membuat kepala ku makin mental!!! TOLONGGGGG!!!!!
kepala ku buntu....tolong la sayaaaa!!! kapal nak pecahh!!! erks silap...kepala nak pecahhhh!!! ni nak buat laks essay english...tajuk mcm best "what would ur future husband be?" ...alaaaa *ketuk2 kepala*
saya ni mana la reti buat benda2 nie....apakah ciri2 suami ku??
Orlando Bloom?LeeHom?? arghhhh tak de ideaaa!!!
*guling2 sambil geget bantal!!!!!*

namun slamat aaaa ada LORI ku yang gagah!! daku sukaaaaaa!!! sou pun skeeeeee sangat2 mengjakunkan diri dia....hahahahah.....lagipun ramai orang macam pegun je pompuan bawak LORI tersebut.....LORI ye cik sou!!! hahahahha best2...bile nak kidnap anak org pegi jalan2 kota raya nie?? buat rombongan cik suwana dari KL ke P.Dickson!!!
ishhh ni yang kena cepat2 buat assignment nie....bleh la daku enjoysss!!!

2 hari lepas saya menghabiskan masa ngan fifa,sou,nadia dan kak nely sayang....
best giler!! dah lama tak lepak 'girl talk' ...
kat sana ada abe chumels ....depan blakang semua PERRRRRRFECTTTTTZZZZ!!!
nak je daku *spank* dan *gomol* ...ohhhhhh nafsu ku membaraaaaaa!!!!
dah la tak bleh jumpa 1 minggggggguuuuuu dengan nabawi...
ohhhhhhhhhhhh *pengsan* daku merindui nya....
wahahhaahah gile jiwang sehhh!!! takde aaaa ...i just gonna miss him winking/smiling at me.....bak kata sou...tak chomel tapi ada ~something~ yang buat dia tu menarik hati ZAZA....muahahahah...ye saya tau!kwn kolej za kata geng nabawi tu mcm poyo2 je tak ske gaul ngan orang lain...alaaaa aku heran apa!! dia bergaul ngan aku tauu!!
nak gaul lebih2 pun tak per....skeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :P
yang bestnya..he got my hp no but i forgot to ask his hp no....
*tarik rambottttttttttttttt!!!!* geramnya daku....daku trasa sangat bengap sekejappp!

anyway...cik sou...masalah anda ituh jangan disimpan di hati tau!!!
saya ada slalu disini untuk mendengar luahan hati anda tuuu!!!
jangan lupa tauuuuuuuuuuu!!! nak pegi cari jantan *fengtaw* pun bleh!!!
aku skeeeeeeee gakss.....aaaaarghh aku nak pi gong xi fa cai kat umah mamat2 chomel!!
marilah kita membuat pencarian lelaki chomelsss!!!! JOMMMM LAAAAAA!!!!!

skang saya ada kat umah pizyrina...mengguna pc dia mcm bapak saya punya...
rasa mcam kat CC laks kat umah dia...hahahah kat sini ada pojan,wan-g,amir dan faizull....wahahah daku sorang perempuan ...tapi jgan risau...saya tak di apa2 kan...
hehehehhe......dan saya tak mengapa2kan mereka.....

okay!! sapa2 nak kuar naik LORI saya yang hebat tuuu....sila la msg saya yer!!
tapi ingat!!!DUIT MINYAK KENA SHAREEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!
saya agaks dalam kemiskinan kembaliiiiii....wahahahahha....
bye peeps....luv ya!!! muahhhzzz

crazy!!

2006-01-25T19:44:00.000-08:00

yeah!! today's english class happening babeeee!!! I made 2 new frens (girls) which are cousins...Nurul and Zety...they rawkss!! eventho they wear tudung but they rawks!! me and su was sitting in front (da usually!!) and they sat behind us...
Mr EL came quite early today looking smart and tidy wearing a TIE!!
wahhahahahha...anyway today class was only half full...i guess some of them dont bother to wake up in da morning for a class.....huhuh...Im too trying my best NOT to skip class.....

anyway...we four were bitching around....laughing so loud in class....
while in break laaa....not while Mr EL was teaching..thats plain rude!!
Mr EL made a class rule that we cannot talk other languages than english in his class or we get FINED 10 cents per word!! I mean....PER WORD!!!
so four of us was like..'hoi 10 cents!! u said 'amboi'
it was fun ...i think only us four girls can speak english almost fluently...
not to brag la but the others are like sooo damn shy or afraid to talk english..
Hellooooo....it is an english class okay?? and i think some of my & su's friends felt intimidated that we can speak english fluently...Wtf kan?
lantak korang la....its ur lost...not mine ok??
so kami empat orang dah mcm officially best fren in english class....
hahhahhaha....even Mr EL describe us 'THE DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES' team...
dammmnnnn.....we four shud be in one group for the assignment but well its ok...

anyway...nabawi came late today...even his friends Madi and twin tak datang..
i dont know why but im so liking nabawi...he's not cute like madi or twin but i dnt know....he likes to wink at me....wahahhahahha...
oh lupa laaa...smalam tk blog....smalam our Mmedia Principles lect tak dtg..
medical leave my ass!! penat aku datang tauu!!! slamat ada no hp dia..
kalau tak..tercongak la aku kat kelas tuuu...
but the best part while im cursing the lecturer ....nabawi and his friends ask me to join them for lunch which i was reluctant at 1st but then..what the heck!!
i much rather enjoy talking with cute guys than sitting in the library pretending to read some books....wahhahhahahahhaha kantoiz sudah!!!
ok ....i admit i like nabawi....yeay!! finally i said it....
alah bukan dia tau pun.....wahahhahaha.....slamt la korang yg baca ni tkde kena mengena kat cosmo nie..kalu tak ....kantoizzzz!!!

anyway...im having my creative graphic design today...harap lecturer datang...
kalau tak...i'll turn green and throw all the desk...
eh2 tak buleh...nabawi ada skali....*ayu zaza ayu...kaver lineeeee*

just to say....im enjoying my college life rite now!!
betul kata korang...college life rules!! glad i have taken that path also....
finally i can feel and understand the stress and busy while being a student
with all the assignment and homework....
slamat la buat masa ni dapat lecturer yang ok ngan za...
the best is Mr EL eventho dia buat aku sakit hati masa selasa hari tu
but we're cool....to me his Mr potato....
wahhahhahhahhaha he looks like one laaa ....seriously...

ok la peeps..hope u enjoy ur weekend
as for me,i might not online until the holiday finished....
that means im available on holidays...call me...ajak aku kuarrrrrrrr!!!!
aku ada kete.....bak kata sou...lori pun bolehhhhhhh!!!
waahhahahahah......

take care my beautifool baybehhhhhh!!!!!

Lecturer hampeh!!

2006-01-23T18:12:00.000-08:00

saya rasa sangat marah dan geram dan sakit hati dan segala2 yang sewaktu dgnnya!!!

Mr.EL mmg hampeh!! kata ada kelas pagi.....buat penat aku bangun awal jer..dah la tadi malas nak bangun sebab angin sejuk je....peluk bantal selimut lagi best!!!
datang awal....last2 tgk dia tak masuk kelas...tunggu setengah jam ...skali staff cosmo datang kata Mr.EL tak datang lagi..lagipun Mr.EL kata kelas hanya ada kul 2:15pm je..mana ada kelas pagi!! lahabau bin kerbau betul!! dia yang tukar kelas senrdirik tak ingat!! kata tk bleh lambat,kalau lambat tak payah masuk kelas dia.......
alih2 dia yang tak datng...nak kena lecturer aku nie!!!!!
buat penat aku datang kolej jeee!! dah la subject dia je hari ni....
arghhhhh aku nak menjerit tapi skang kat library!!

ishhhhh slamat la ada nabawi tadi.........sejuk hati mata memandang!!!
wahahhahah aku dah mula naik taring!!!

ok la peeps!! see ya tmrw!! take care!! sayang korang!!

bosan nya

2006-01-23T15:30:00.000-08:00

hish...PC ni tak leh laks nak on YM!!
sakit nya hati..tapi takper la janji leh surf internet dah cukup
nak isi masa 2 jam sementara nak masuk kelas M.media Principles....
wahhhh bosan laaa...ada ke mamat chumels dalam kelas tu eh?
ahaaaa....si nabawi ada!! hehhe tadi dia tegoo kat dlm kelas graphic...
aiseh muda dari za rupanya....dia pun mcm tak caya je aku ni 22 tahun!!
huhuhu....apasal la orang kata rupa aku tak de rupa orang 22 thn...
ada ke patut cakap baru lepas abes SPM...sah2 aku kena masuk Khidmat Negara kalau mcm tuh!! ehhhh tak kuasa deeeee!!!!

tadi Mas bagitau kata lecturer CF kitorang duk eyeing nak mengenakan kami...
tapi tgk mcm ok je tadi ngan aku...za tak tau pape sebab za tak sama kelas ngan dorang dalam CP (computer principles) lecturer yang sama ajar dorang...
konon sebab pn siti tuh dah dapat memo dari COSMO sebab dia tak masuk ajar kelas..
dia bleh plaks bengang ngan kitorang....masalahnya kitorang 1st sem ni tau ke pape?
ishhh letih la kalau dapat jenis ni..dah la kasi assignment....
minta pi cari brochure computer dan buat essay!!
ishhh ni kena pi cari kat Low Yat atau Ampang Point la nie!! letih2...
2nd week dah kena buat assignment..1st week pun dah ada assignment...
Mr EL punya kelas aaa...nak kena buat Essay then kena buat presentation kat kelas...
aduhhh....aku kalau bab2 presentation ni mmg lemah sket...
mmg le aku ni banyak cakap ngan orang tapi bile dah kena berdiri depan ramai2 then nak kena explain2...tak reti laaa...kalau aku ni terer...dah lama aku jadi cikgu!!!
dah la ...harap Pn Siti tak de la nak mengenakan semua orang dalam kelas...aku tak BERSALAHHHHHH!!!!!

duk baca blog sou....sian laks kat minah tu kekadang...
keadaan dia nampaknya lebih teruk dari za skang nie...
tak tau la...well at least lepas dah tengok/baca keadaan dia...
za rasa za lebih bertuah kot..dulu za duk menrungut kata dunia tak adil ..
famili tak sayang...kengkawan semua lupakan za...
emmmm ntah la...skang ni hidup mungkin dah bererti sket la dari 4 thn yg lepas...
skang ni at least za dah dapat smbg blaja dan dapat memenuhi impian dan cita2 za...
insyallah...zaza akan berusaha untuk berjaya...
semua tanya bile nak kawin? (keluarga papa)
jawapan zaza....dah abes belajar dulu baru cite pasal nak kawin...tu pun nak tunggu dah puas enjoy dan keje dapat duit sendiri baru bleh story pasal kawin...
nak dapat anak awal2 pun tak guna...buatnya nanti laki buat hal...
terkontang kanting la sorang2 nak besar kan anak tuh...
nak kasi makan apa kalau aku ni tak pengalaman keje yang lama?
dah la za ni jenis tak bleh duk satu tempat lama kecuali za ske...
hish..bile pk pasal masa depan ni..menakotkan pun ada

dah la....nak cari bahan kat yahoo..

so sou..u take care yer!! insyallah kete aku dah pulih kembali..
kita kuar lepak aite!! daaaaa.....
miss sou,alia,lynn and khad....

tagged !!

2006-01-23T14:23:00.000-08:00

10 FAVORITES

Favorite Color: Black & Pink
Favorite Food: Anything that my aunty cooks!! sapa tak setuju??
Favorite Month: April
Favorite Song: I care about you (Milestone)
Favorite Movie:Jurassic Park
Favorite Season: Winter and Spring
Favorite Day Of the week: Saturday
Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: Mint Flavour
Favorite Time of Day: 7:00pm yeahhh Sinchannnnn!!!

9 CURRENTS

Current Mood: boring and boringgggggggggg.....
Current Taste: Mentos mint
Current Clothes: Pink sweater with pink top and jeans
Current Desktop: black and white strips
Current Toenail Color: natural colour...NONE!!
Current Time: 2:29pm waiting for my next classs!!
Current Surroundings: only noisy with the *click-click* sounds
Current Thoughts: kalau lecturer tak datang hari ni,aku bakar Lab!!

8 FIRSTS

First Best Friend: Anna ..my cousin
First Kiss: 13 years old..yeah im young and innocent!!
First Screen Name: cant remember laa
First Pet: Guinea Pig
First Piercing: When I was 4
First Crush: emmm Mustafa kot?? ke Hafiz? ke .....tak ingat!!
First Album: Backstreet Boys..

7 LASTS

Last Cigarette: stop smoking already..bad for ur health...katakan TAK NAK!!
Last Drink: Ais limau kurang gula!!
Last Car Ride: semalam pegi cyber cafe....
Last Kiss: tadi seblum kuar umah...kiss my lil tigger!!
Last Movie Seen: 'Long Khong' The art of the devils
Last Phone Call: my mama!!
Last CD Played: mix cd

6 HAVE YOU EVERS

Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Guy Friends: yeah!! and it was fun! but now suck coz we cant see each other without hurting any feelings :(
Have You Ever Broken the Law: does cursing while speeding counts?? then...YEAH!!!
Have You Ever Been Arrested: Nope
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: when i was 5 with my cousin....
Have You Ever Been on TV: hahha...sapa kenal aku melalui channel astro? angkat tangan!!!
Have You Ever Kissed Someone You Didn't Know: NO!!

5 THINGS

Thing You're Wearing: jeans and sweater
Thing You've Done Today: study!!!
Thing You Can Hear Right Now: people talking out loud at a LIBRARY!!
Thing You Can't Live Without: my family, my friends, my hp , my car ,food and water
Thing You Do When You're Bored: read books or sleeppp!!

4 PLACES YOU'VE BEEN TODAY
1. Home
2. Library
3. Lrt station
4. class

3 PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO
1. cikna
2 my sister
3. my best girlfriends

2 CHOICES
1. belajar gitar atau bass
2. bersendirian atau bersama?

1 THING YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:minta ampun kat semua orang dan bertaubat

i am tagging sou,lynn and lieya

a week as an IPT student

2006-01-22T00:35:00.000-08:00

a week as an IPT student....

hari pertama mmg gelabah gile...dah la sampai awal 1 jam...semua ni gara cikna kata train lambat....skali aku sampai bukan main awal..duk kat cafe ingat nak makan..dah beli roti..tak lalu nak telan...macam ada benda tersekat kat tekak...hahaha....pagi2 dah sms si sou,alia dan along...hahha sian dorang kena kacau pagi2 buta..sorry guys tapi thanks la tenangkan daku di saat2 gelabah...
bile smpai je kat briefing room..cari tmpt duduk blakang sket..trus dapat kawan baru...Suraya dan Ros...Si Ros yang tegoo....hehhe..lepas tu masing2 dah mcm lama sangat kawan...kiranya kitorang ni yg memekak kat blakang mengutuk orang...hehhe tak baik kan? tapi tu la dia....kehebatan kami sampai asyik kena panggil menjawab soklan dari lecturer kat room tu...isk kaget gaks aa nak jawab depan ramai2 org tapi alhamdulillah bleh aaa....then multimedia course kena kuar masuk bilik lain jumpa lecturer masing2...baru la aku perasan aku sorang je pompuan dalam sem 1 ni....setan tuls...dah tu ada 4 bangla laks dalam kelas aku...ada 3 melayu lelaki..sorang nama NAZ dan dia sangat CHOMEL...mengingatkan za pada si OLEE...hhehhe...dia yang tegoo za dulu lepas abes briefing kat kelas m.media...ingatkan nanti satu kelas ngan dia ...last2 tau dia amek kelas BM dan aku ni pandai amek ENGLISH...huhuh...i tot my life was over but so far ok laaa....on da day itself dah ada kelas Multimedia Principles...ingat kan leh la balik awal tgk cite Sanay Wala Nang Wakas namun pasrah la kena pi kelas petang....penat siot...balik2 je terus tido...whahahhahaha tu la dia dah la tak penah2 nak bangun awal2...balik petang2...terus K.O lepas tu...

day 2 was ok...patut ada 1 kelas je ...english...petang...
tapi sebab lecturer tu bijakbisana dia awalkan kelas khamis ke selasa PAGI....
eeee bodoh tak pasal2 aku kena bangun awal ....dia siap dah bagi assignment ...
slamat aku satu group ngan Suraya...at least terjamin gaks la project ku nanti...
Mr EL sruh za satu grup ngan mamat india dan bangla ni...
tapi za taknak..bukan racist ke apa...cuma tak selesa...
dah la za sorang perempuan..dan nampak sangat potensinya yang ZAZA SORANG yang akan buat abes assignment tu nanti...ishhh tak kuasa.....

day 3 kelas multimedia principles...
admit kelas agak boring tapi i make myself not boring..
saya duk bersoal jawab ngan lecturer...
my main goal is nak lecturer ske kat za..hehehhe...biar lee
lagipun kalau malu2 nak bertanya..mati la tak tau pape ...
dah tu aku kena jawab english....huhu slamat la bleh speaking....kalu tak...malooooo
dalam kelas ada mamat2 chumel sem 2.....
sorang nama nabawi dan kawan2 dia tak ingat la nama....
diorang chomel!!! ada ke dorang ingat aku ni budak indonesia yang ada kelas!!!!
ala2 dian sastro punya bangsa....kurang ajao aaa tapi slamat ada standard punya!!
hahahaah....za nampak aush kat luar cosmo...tapi tak sempat nak tego dia sebab za lambat nak masuk kelas...dia pun terkejut tengok za kat sana....
dah la dia lepak ngan seniors...abes la kantoiz tembelang akuuuu!!!!
ingatkan nak tunjuk2 baik sket....wahahhahahaahh

day 4 ada buat study group sekejap...tu pun dorang datang lambat...
dorang decide nak amek tajuk YOUTH CRIMES...
ishhhh lecehhhh....tapi tak per la dari tajuk lain...
kitaorang pun rasa ramai amek topik gangsterism dan drugs....so amek je laa...
ada kelas graphic....lecturer nmpk mcm garang tapi rasanya ok la

so jumaat sabtu ahad free takde kelas....sesiapa nak ajak kuar tuu...
jgan malo2....hhhehee....k la nak cari bahan assignment...
ishhh masih tak percaya diri ni dah di gelar STUDENT kembali....
hehehhehe....take care peeps...daaaaaaaa

kelas start

2006-01-14T22:47:00.000-08:00

makkkk esok kelas dah start!!
im soooo damn nervous..
i need a un-nerve potion....
madam pomfrey!!!!!!! I need a potion!!! puhlezzz!!!

sesungguhnya memikirkan untuk belajar kembali mmg dah lama mnjadi impian
tapi tu la dia..bile dah menjadi kenyataan....realiti suckss!!!
wahahhahhahhaha......dah kedebuk kedebak jantung ni....
mcam nak pi nikah la plaks!!! hehehheehhe
ni dah 3 hari demam panas sebab excited gilost nak blaja...wahahhah
sangat pathetic daku ini...but what to do.....aku mmg aku....
kawan2 ku kata best belajar time kolej...
harap gitu2 laaa....semoga zaza bleh 'kasi pecahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ' itu kolej!!!

Happy New Year

2006-01-14T22:21:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year 2006

I hope this year will be kind and nice to me but thats just a hope
I spent my new year eve with Pizyrina and Along(SD) at his crib..
kinda had our own party in his house that nite!!!
hahahhahha...was a blast laaaa.....siap tengok cer 'Longest Yard'
'YOU CAN DO IT " .....

This year is gonna be a whole new year for me
and a bit different from my previous 'mengganggur' years!!!
Finally I have the chance to further my studies at COSMOPOINT!!
tambah lagi ahli keluarga COSMO la dalam my group frens...
hehhehehe.....hopefully i can make it through..insyallah...

all bad things that happened to me before New Year
I think I shall leave it all back in 2005....
I will not take them in 2006 and I will def move on to a far more better life
*crossed finger* ...I hope the 'DOG' year will bring me luck and prosperity...

Every HC is gonna resign....
might as well i do the same too....
but i have no time writing my resignation letter
so i guess let them guess and know by themself or even better someone PUHLEZZ tell them for me laaaaa.....hehhehehehhehehhe

and yeah..i did some bad things on 2005 that im not proud of but hell
let by gones be by gones....seek the new future ahead and it be FINE!!

sorry to pizyrina also for bursting my bubbles at him when I was in a really bad mood....wasnt his fault though but okay....we did solve our probs and be frens back again....eventho now we seem to watch out for what we wanted to say to each other which i think is stupid and silly but im okay with it...dont wanna start any war SOON!

well i just hope everyone esp my frens have a great year ahead and plan well
be happy always and always believe that good things will sooner or later knock on your door and say "HI" .....

I love you guys...!!! muahsssss

wake me up when 2005 end

2005-12-23T09:55:00.000-08:00

rasanya I xpatut nangeh tadi...he not worth for me to cry for...
but the thing is za nangeh bukan pasal za ske dia ke apa...
cuma za sedih dia treat me like that!!
Im nothing to him?? I mean WTF? mcm sou ckp...dah bwk anak dara org kuar mlm2...
amek dari umah semua....siap dating2 dua ....bawak jumpa family...
minta approval dari adik ?? apa benda nya semua tu??
selamat la aku tak GILE kat dia??
to think of it...aku mmg tak penah ske dia....apatah lagi nak buat bf??
selera kah aku nak K-I-S-S dia?? sesungguhnya TIDAKS!!!
dengan perangai dia yang mmg macam BABI!!!ohhh puhlezzzz laaaaaaa
i thought i can tolerate with him ...dengan annoyance dia....
aku siap menolong dia menjaga imej...ckp ngan my clique yang dia ok...
tapi ada dia appreciate me??? NOOOOOO.....aku takada HAK!!!!
Pegi mampus ngan hak kau laaa!!!
aishh aku ingat kan orang muka mcm tu at least biar la perangai elok skit....
ni tak de....macam haram jadah perangai nya....
kalau mcm tu....baik aku amek yang hensem2 yang aku tau bakal perangai mmg playa....
takde la sakit hati sangat....bodohnyaaaa!!!
ikot la kejahatan dalam diri ni....nak je aku burukkan betul2 nama dia ngan group dia...
tapi ahli lain dalam group dia tak bersalah..dorang semua baik ngan zaza...
mmg senang aku nak 'condemn' kan dorang kalau akuNAK....
dia lupa ke aku ni kenal orang BAIK! punya????
jangan la ingat aku senyap2 ni tak bleh nak buat jahat!!! u will never know what hit ur head laaaa....tau2 kau dah tersungkur ke tanah!!!
aku bleh buat kat afoi....aku bleh buat kat kau kalau aku nak....
mati la kau jantan tak guna.....ada hati laks nak ngorat pasha!!
CERMIN MUKA KAU TU !!!! dah la VAIN gile!! mengalahkan perempuan!!!!!
dan dah tak nak call aku ??ingat aku kisah??as far as i concern..u can go to hell and burn....mamposs aaa....ingat hebat sangat laaaa......

thanks to all my 'egoistic jerks' yang stood by me all da times!!!
ohh we all love bitching around bout a moron who thinks he's a playa!!!

p/s :PIZY if u read this!!! just shut up!!! kalau aku tau kau bgtau dia....u are soooo dead man!!!!just stay away like u LIKE to do!!!

and yes....pasal benda ni....aku buleh jadi jahat dan tak kisah lagi dah pasal persahabatan sebab some plp tak tau nak nilai persahabatan dia mana yang lebih penting....yang dah lama kawan atau yang baru kawan....
maklum la 'kawan baru' hebat!! aku skang ni dunt give a FUCK bout anything NOW!!!
semua orang yang tak puas hati boleh DIG their own fucking grave and lay there DIE ..see if i care??? maybe aku timbuskan tanah lagi ada laaaa!!!

I dont care nemore!!!FUCK it!!

u got it bad!!

2005-12-23T03:30:00.000-08:00

HIM :how are you?
HIM :how are you?
ME : sick
HIM: k
HIM: how do you feel?
HIM: talking bad about me.........
HIM: best tak..........
ME : ske ati awak la nak pk apa...
ME : its not me who talk bad bout u okay
ME : get ur info straight!!
HIM: takpe laaaaa
ME : kalau nak annoy me
HIM: imade assumptions
ME : thanks je..
HIM: since semua org make they own judgement
ME : im not up to it today
HIM: good
HIM: whatever
HIM: i tak marah pun

As if I care if dia marah laa?? wtf ??
tak pikir aku punya marah.....sudah la...lelaki dah egonya!!
dan selepas tu aku invisible...malas aku layan dia...
dan sekian mood happy ku sepanjang hari hilang ngan begitu saje kerna DIA!!
JENZ!!!!! I need u!!! Jommmm rempitzzzzzzz!!!!

bloody hell

2005-12-22T10:37:00.000-08:00

today i wasnt thinkin of HIM.....
i had fun so much i hardly think bout how much he lies to me
and how suck it felt when i knew his true colors....

tadi chat ngan sou...she gave me the archive she and him chat about!!
bloody hell!!! nak aku call dia?? apa?? dia tak bleh nak call aku??
selama ni reti laks mempergunakan telefon opis tu nak call!!
apa skang ni aku laks nak kena call??
alahai EGO tinggi yer?? ko buat salah....ko nak AKU CALL KAU!!
kau boleh pegi mampusssssssss!!!!
I dont care bout u ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!
BIG FREAKING LIAR!!!!!
i really want to know what he's gonna explain to me?
but i wont call him..if he is true to me....he can call me if he want!!!

jadi buat masa ni....SUFFER MAN!!! u suffer what u did!!
LOSERRRRRRR!!! u dont have BALLS!!!! admit ur sins and live with it
takpe nak putar belit nak salahkan orang lain laks..
lelaki.....their EGO and their BIG FAT LYING MOUTH!!!!!

shud u ever be?

2005-12-22T09:39:00.000-08:00

i wonder sometimes.....

shud u ever be in mu life?
shud u ever be my friend?
shud u ever be my one and only?
shud u ever be the air that i shud breathe
shud u ever be MINE?

why is it that it .....

shud u ever be so selfish?
shud u ever be so annoying?
shud u ever be so stupid?
shud u ever be such a jerk?
shud u ever be lying to me when i already knew the truth
shud u ever be?

for once in ur life...

shud u ever be honest to the person who has a feeling for u?
shud u ever be true to urself?
shud u ever be a gentlemen and live life more meaningful?
shud u ever be glad someone likes u?
shud u ever be ?

I SHUD NEVER BE WITH U

good day!!

2005-12-22T08:37:00.000-08:00

Today I regret getting up early.....letihhh!!!
I went to bed quite late last nite after da beach party my frenz hosted!!
Was a BLAST really!! They force me to 'drink' but I didnt...
I made myself proud NOT to bow to their demands!!! hahahhahahaha
had some dancing around da bond fire!!that was happening !!
I did some MOVES and they kinda follow me??ME? a trend starter??
They say Im a excellent dancer?? Me?? wahahhaha JULING kawan2 aku nie....
kalau aku mabuk...ntah apa jenis dancing aku bikin?
wahhahah slamat iman ku teguhhhhhhh!!!!!

Had flirted with this one guy name JENAB...wahahah no lar....his name is JENZ...
dunno what his real name wud be...as long as its not JENZ BOND....wakakkakkakakkakaka
he's a fren to my fren...he's kinda cute and a gentleman...
well i guess all guys 'act' gentlemen when he wants something out of u...
I kinda ignored him at 1st coz im a SHY laydeee....(yeah rite!!)
later after the swim at beach..he was the ONE who rubs my SUNTAN lotion at my back since there was NO ONE there!! or did my frenz do that on purpose??
hurmmmm coz they did say they wanna match me with sumone!! I guess its him??
he's mix chinese,malay & aussie blood....ada la muka ala2 omputih cina sket...
kemelayuan nya tak terserlah langsung kecuali bahasa nya...
orang kata...BAHASA MENUNJUK BANGSA NYA! hahahahahaha

today kitorang pi cycling da island....
aku kepancitan angin dlam badan....penat sehh...
aisha mmg babiiii....dia naik moto...katanya tak reti berbasikal...celaka jer..
last2 zaza hi-jack moto dia ngan imran...kitorang rempits sekitar pangkor...
hahahhah sian aisha...kena gaks naik basikal...
so much FUN!! Imran mmg kecut gile bile zaza speed!! hahahha
dia kata ko kalau kete dah mcm gampang bawak...ni moto lagi mcm sial tau tak!!!
hahhahahha..then we switch places and he bwak moto much worst!!
mcm minah rempits laks daku rasa ...tapi duk pakai beach wear!! wahaahhahha

well at least my day was filled with laughter and stupidness!!
dah lama tak have fun gile2 and buat apa2 tanpa ada orang judge u
cos my frenz dah tau my perangai mcm mana so dah tak kisah kegilaan ku!!
and Jenz is sooo crazy too...maybe banyak sangat darah campur yang buat gile dia semacam.....hahaha....he drag me all over the beach to collect sea shells for his lil sister name ZHEN ...pelik aaa nama adik beradik dia....mak bapak pun mesti jenis pelik2 mcm keluarga aku....wahahhahhahahhahha.....after collect sea shell...dia drag me to go and buy souvenirs ...
i was like 'ehhhh ajak la orang lain...ajak syahir....i tak kenal u sgt laa....lgpun i dah letih maaaa...tak terdaya nie....'
then he said' i dah mls tgk muka syahir...i nak tgk muka cute u...tak kenal maka tak chenta kan?? letih ke?? meh i bawak moto then u bonceng k?? puhlezzz!!'
ohhhh dia sangat chumels ketika kata begitu....
ahaks im soooo gile..baru lepas frust ngan mamat lain..bleh laks flirt ngan mamat chumels....well at least dia chomel...
we went jalan2 and balik agak lewat dalam kul 8 lebih..
masa balik my frenz sume dah 'uhhhhhh dating lama2.....chentaaaa!!!'
sial betol dorang.....i saw him blushing!!! ohhh sweet!!

arghhhhh STOP!! STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
i need time for all this...im still mad at HIM but taknak la ada org lain lagi
but HELL what im thinking bout?? better have fun with a CUTE guy kan??
hahhahaha bleh lupakan dia.....

well JENZ...thanks for being there for me when i brag bout HIM....
u're a nice guy...shud be a great friend of mine...
tapi mau lebih pun bleh tapi only if u honest nak me!!!
wahahahhahhahhahhhahahha......
zaza and jenz...sitting on a tree
K I S S I N G!!!
im soooooo gile rite now!!!
tata peeps ....will write soon!!!
me wanna check JENZ butt!!!

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2005-12-21T08:31:00.000-08:00

Guys Like That You're Fun

You're the type of girl guys brag about knowing
That's because you're cool, funny, and laid back
You're smart enough to know how to be one of the guys
But flirty enough to know how to make them all want you

What Do Guys Like About You?

You Are a Natural Beauty!

You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stich of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

You Are a Normal Girl

You are 40% Good and 60% Bad
Sure you've pulled some bad girl stunts in your past.
But these days, you're (mostly) a good girl.

Are You a Good Girl or a Bad Girl?

Your Reputation Is: Mystery Girl

You're the girl that everyone is trying to figure out.
Men are attracted to your intriguing persona - and women want to copy it!

What's Your Reputation?

LOSER are supposed to be DEAD!!

2005-12-21T08:09:00.000-08:00

all LOSERS are sooooooo fucked up!

LOSERS are sooooooo damn annoying...

they shud be locked up and get fucked by gays!!

all LOSERS are NOT welcome in my tiny world ANYMORE!!!

all LOSERS shud be left out dead and never save them ....and I mean EVER!!!!

mati laaaaaaaa kauuuuuuu!!!!!

arghhhh

2005-12-21T02:08:00.000-08:00

daku sangat tensionnnnnn!!!!
mengapaaaaaa???mengapaaa harus jadi begini???

sometimes i wonder why in da hell when im away from K.L
masa tu la ramai ajak aku KELUAR???? KENAPAAAAA!!!

saya nak pergi selam kejap dalam laut...
kasi masuk segala air dalam kepala...
macam tu baru orang leh cakap "kepala masuk air'
takleh la nak denied the truth!!

sesungguhnya saya tak ada rasa the URGE untuk call orang ituhh
mau kasitau dia saya ada kat sini...
tapi rasanya sebloom tu penah kasi tau dia dahhh...
dia ingat ke tak...dia punya pasal laaaaa......malas nak layannnnn

saya sakit hati....saya nak jerit...saya nak tenggelamm....
kejap lagi saya nak mkan aiskrim 1 tong kasi puas hati....
mauahahahahahahahahahahaahahhah

miss everything

2005-12-20T10:50:00.000-08:00

Damn its been awhile since I've posted anything in here!!
A lot of things have happened to me in this past weeks.....
Some GREAT and some bad...but to think of it....its all GOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDD!!!!!

1- Finally I got the chance to further my studies!! at COSMOPOINT K.L ...
alhamdulillah my wish came true with the help of my uncle...Im a bit nervous and Im soo clueless right now...I have goosebump all over when I think about going back to class and LEARN new stuff...aaaargghhh my head dah "BENAK" ...need a lot of guidance.....muuahahaha.....16 jan start class....im taking MULTIMEDIA APPLICATION...
wish me luck guys...i will try my best NOT to skip class....hehehehhe

2-Getting to know HIM better!! korang duk gosip bout me and him yer?? maklum la zaza tak online skang ni...korang bahan gua yer?? takper2...tak kisah sangat pun...
im trying to get to know him better....the other side of annoyance...he's okay overall...but there's somethin I cant really tell bout him...sometimes he's a total BULL but sometimes he really FASCINATE me in a way....ntah ler....me and him now in a 'best fren' mode...im not lookin forward to have anything with him let alone SERIOUS with him?? and u guys thiink I LIKE HIMMMMMM SOOOOOOO MUCHHH ehh?? NOT really laaaa...just fancy that he has a great vocal....hehehh....lame...i know...We did had some sparks going on but it fades so quick ..i never realize when?? hehhe maybe coz i have a crush on someone else?? his friends kinda cute too!! zaza *SNAP outta it* jeeeezzz.....sorryy guys..ive been talkin to meself lately...scary?? yeah i do think so myself but what to do? i need to confide in someone i trust.....heheheh...HELP ME???

3-NOT HAVING TO MOVE HOUSE!! yeayy!!!Finally good things comes around when u think its gone...at least I dont need to MOVE so far awayyy!!! slamat la my studying ni lagi mematahkan hasrat cikna nak pindah umah....yeshhh!!!!! lagipun dekat ngan my frenz and my mom...YEAY again!!!

4-THIS IS A GOOD MONTH!! for money and life....its all GOOOOOOODDDD!! I got some $$ from my uncle and I got $$ from my father previous penchant money which shud have ended months ago....well at least im RM 300 richer than last month?? hehheeh....life been good lately...with my mom and all....got things i wanted ...just like that...make a 'please' face and i get em ...huhuhuhhu spoiltbrat ?? I KNOWW!!!!

5-THIS IS A BAD MONTH!! for relationship and health....had some difficulties with someone....I hope this will pass cos I hate to think bout him and I DO NOT WANT him to think Im becoming a STALKER!! NO NO NOOOOOO!!!! need to give some space between us and I dont want to rush things....let it go naturally...HEALTH...been having some pain on my left breast lately...cikna said maybe co Im goin to have my period...so i dont care then..told my mom...she said i need checkup...im all of things to do in my life...I hate going to hospitals or clinics....I HATE CHECK UPS!!! I HATE medical smells....I hate hospitals coz I always think of my late grandfather and grandma....
me hate!!!but yeah my health been BAD lately....been vomiting after each meals...cant eat till im full or i'll vomit...been having probs with my eyes lately too...cant see to well....need my glasses all da time and i get dizzy almost everytime I squint..Im dying?? hope not...do i need that medical check up?? aaaarghhh malas nyaaaa....nanti2 laaa......

so here im back blabbering bout mylife like i used to do....
hehehhehe....i miss u all truly.....hope all my frenz well...
luv ya.....mite be here back tmrw...keep track aite!!
chowwwwww....

famous harry potter cast pix

2005-11-19T04:48:00.000-08:00

a.k
Robert Pattinson a.k.a Cedric Diggory
How in da HELL does he look sooo damn CUTE in da movie and NOT in real life??
macam Drug addict!!! BLIMEY!!!!! Lynnz....I suggest u like him ONLY in da MOVIE!!!

Stanislav Ianesvski a.k.a Victor Krum
Ohh me likey!!! ♥♥♥ me lurrvee!!! eventho he's real name is soo damn hard to pronounce but I DONT CARE!!

Daniel Radcliffe a.k.a Harry Potter , Emma Watson a.k.a Hermione Granger and Rupert Grint a.k.a Ron Weasley
the three most cute and mischief friends !!!

Tom Felton a.k.a Draco Malfoy
Dia ske buli Harry Potter tapi dia sendiri pengecut!! me dont like him and his father!!! very RUDE!!! Blueksss

James and Oliver Phelps a.k.a Fred and George Weasley
me likes them BOTH !!! sooo notty and cute!! ♥♥♥ but me prefer them in RED HAIR!!

Katie Leung a.k.a Cho Chang Seeker from Ravenclaw
Harry Potter Crush!!!

Matthew Lewis a.k.a Neville Longbottom
He's sooo grown up!! masa dulu chumels2 bodo je...hehehhe :p
very good in herbalogy class he is!!! hehehehe

Rupert Grint a.k.a Ron Weasley
hahahah he is sooo scruffy and messy yet innocent looking!!
a big bag of bubbling baboons!! heheheh ada rupa kaaa??

The happy HIGH PAID young actors and actress!!!!

Rain rain go away!!

2005-11-19T04:14:00.000-08:00

hujan lebat sejak pagi tadi merupakan salah satu sebab utama kenapa saya tak leh nak ke open house Sarah di bangi hari ni....
dah le kete ada masalah...maka saya tidak dibenarkan sama sekali keluar umah pada waktu begini dan dalam keadaan hujan lebat....
maklum la lately im having a very bad eyesight ...lebih2 lagi tika waktu hujan lebat gini.....isk2 sedihhhh je tak dapat nak gi umah Sarah...ye aa dah janji...
dah tu ingat nak raya umah Lynnz skali ....tapi apakan daya ku ini!!
daku merancang namun allah yang menentukan nya or shud I say my mom and aunt make the decision?? hehehhehe.....
Sarah if u're reading my blog....MAAF banyak2 yer sayang!!!!

dan kerna saya marah tak dapat makan sedap2...
saya telah membuang kan duit membeli DOMINO's pizza 2 kotak.....
amek ko!!! makan puas2....hahahahhaha tapi tu pun kena share!!
takper...gile aa nk pulun sorang2...makin membelon ler badan zaza nnt!!

tatkala kebosanan ni..dapat gaks saya online....dan saya nk buat dajal sket!!
wahhaahhahhaha.....

DUA LELAKI HOGWARTS "CEDRIC DIGGORY AND HARRY POTTER" YANG MEMBUAT LYNNZ KAGET DAN ENGGAK TAU MANA SATU NAK DIJADIKAN BUAH HATI INTAN PAYUNG BERLIAN PERMATA HATI....

iskk tetiba rasa mcm nak tidoqqq.....

Kang Dong Won Profiles

2005-11-18T13:32:00.000-08:00

KANG DONG-WON

Birthdate: Jan. 18, 1981
Birthplace: Pusan
Family: Parents, One Older Sister
Status: Not married, In a relationship with model Do Yuhjin
Blood Type: B
Height & Weight: 186 cm, 72 kg
Schools Attended: Namyang Elementary, Kyungwon Junior High, Guhchang High
Current School: Hanyang University
Major: Mechanical Engineering
Hobbies: Listening to music, Sports, Websurfing, Collecting shoes
Expertise: Soccer
Personality: Introverted
Ideal Girl: Pure and innocent
Life Motto: Never change. Don't hurt other people, and do what I want to do.
Celebrity Friends : Jo Han Sun, Kim Seung Soo, Won Bin, Kim Min Joon, Gong Yoo, Jo In Sung, Kim Je Dong, Yeo Ook Hwan
Awards : Best New Comer Blue Dragon Award (2005), 41th Baek Sang Award - Popularity Award, Best New Comer 3th Dae Han Min Gook Young Hwa Dae Sang

Dramas :
-2003 MBC A Funny Wild Girl ( w/ Bae Doo Na )
-2003 MBC 1% of Something ( w/ Kim Jung Hwa, Han Hye Jin, etc )
-2004 SBS Magic ( w/ Kim Hyo Jin, Yang Jin Woo, Uhm Ji Won )

Movies :
-2004 Too Beautiful to Lie/Don't Trust Her ( w/ Kim Ha Neul )
-2004 A Wolf's Attraction ( w/ Jo Han Sun, Lee Chung Ah )
-2005 Duelist ( w/ Ha Ji Won )
-2006 Our Happy Time ( w/ Lee Na Young )

MVs :
- J < Bit >
- Jo Sung Mo < Da Jim >
- Link < Bi Ga Wa >

CFs :
KTF, Pantech Curitel, Caffe Latte, Basic House, Nescafe, Caas Beer, Sunup, Pocopoco

blogthings

2005-11-18T12:03:00.000-08:00

Your Ideal Relationship is Casual Dating

Maybe you're looking for love...
But mostly you're looking for fun.
You could get serious with the right person.
For now, though, you're enjoying playing the field.

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF)

You are a passionate, caring, and unique person.
You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals.

You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily.
Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings.

You seek out other empathetic people to befriend.
Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships.

In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily.

At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career.

With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone.

As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style.

On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

The Three Question Personality Test

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Your Animal Personality

Your Power Animal: Deer

Animal You Were in a Past Life: Panda

You are a fun-seeker - an adventurous, risk-taker.
While you are spontaneous, you are not very rational.

The Animal Personality Test

You Should Learn Japanese

You're cutting edge, and you are ready to delve into wacky Japanese culture.
From Engrish to eating contests, you're born to be a crazy gaijin. Saiko!

What Language Should You Learn?

Your Personality Profile

You are nurturing, kind, and lucky.
Like mother nature, you want to help everyone.
You are good at keeping secrets and tend to be secretive.

A seeker of harmony, you are a natural peacemaker.
You are good natured and people enjoy your company.
You put people at ease and make them feel at home with you.

The World's Shortest Personality Test

semi finalz piz

2005-11-18T07:57:00.000-08:00

da girls yang pergi semi finalz....

GAMBAR KAMI SEMUA ANGKAT BANNER DENGAN BANGGA KAT LUAR PENTAS!!!
cuba baca betul2 banner dannn konklusi di akhirnya apa??ada paham tak??

HIGH COMMITEE YANG DAPAT HADIRKAN DIRI DAN MENG'HAVOC'KAN KEADAAN!!!

GAMBAR INI MEMBUAT DAKU TAK LENA TIDOQ SEMALAAAAMMMMMM!!!!!!!!
aaaaaaaaaa........... betapa chumels nya ........
tu muka cover gile baekkkkkkkkk munyer!!!

GAMBAR YANG AKAN MEMBUAT SOU GILE MENJERIT TERLONCAT2 DAN SAVE DALAM KOMPUTER SAMBIL EDIT MUKA ZAZA DAN TINGGAL HANYA JOE SORANG SAJE!!!!
takper souuuu....aku pahhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaammmmmmmmmm
hehehehheh....saya dan wawa menjadi gile jabs bile nampak JOE!!!

Pop Ye Ye masuk FINALz

2005-11-17T11:43:00.000-08:00

I cant sleep well today….was excited about Juara Lagu and Harry Potter ….
Wake up earlier eventho was tired as hell…..called andy to wake him up….
He wasn’t one of those MORNING person…..punya la payah nak kejut mamat tu…..
He came quite late than we had promised…..Kinda pissed off a bit coz I don’t like being late….
Reached Plaza Alam Sentral really LATE!!! Dah nk start show baru sampai dan slamat aaa bleh masuk after I make a ‘kesian’ face kat pak guard tuuu….kalau tak dapt masuk…mmg zaza dan syai nak sepak si andy tuu…..
Heheheh slamat kami leh masuk seblom show mula….
Was a lot of ‘budak rempitz’ and ‘skinz’ there..sangat annoying mereka itu….
Ada time nak campak jer kerusi kat dorang…..tak de respect langsung utk orang lain…

1st performer was ADAM AF2 ‘tak tahu’ ….I ONLY concentrate at BOY 40 G…wahahhahahha he’s so damn cute eventho from far far away….he look sooo like Malique….
VE ‘message girl’ was the 5th performance….their attire was kinda funny…I guess it shud be worn for ‘Pop Ye Ye’
Coz its kinda oldies looking…..but ok la their performance….
Dayang ‘ Dayang sayang kamu’ feat Cat Farish….Cat look dah kurus laaa…hehhehehe
Masa dia ngan Dayang perform…kitorang dari jauh duk cakap mereka mcm ‘Jay-Z and Beyonce’ Malaysia version!!
VE ‘Pop Ye Ye’ had JOE FLIZZOW which me and wawa flipped out!!! We both shouted Joe’s name!!
And I was like ‘ kenapa la si Joe ni ada masa Sou takde ni??’ hehehhe
Overall performance was good....I don’t know why but I was swaying to Zahid’s song ‘Milikku’ hehehhee :p

1st contestant : Adam AF2 ‘tak tahu’ ---ok laa…kinda expected he was going to final coz his song famous!!
2nd contestant : Hazami ‘Katakanlah” --- I was like ‘ermmm ok’…
3rd contestant was accepted was : Zainal Abidin “Gaia”
So here I was thinking that VE wont be in da Finals was already putting da banner down so I wont get embrassed that badly after da show…coz I thought for sure SPIDER gonna get in da Finals....then suddenly Cheryl announced Zaf’s name…I was like ‘YEAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!’ waving da banner like nobody business and was shouting like there aint no tomorrow…..wahahhaha Happy gilost!! I don’t care!! Im happy as a Groovian!! People was looking at us totally!!
WE DON’T CARE!!! Hahahahhahah….

After that we took some pix outside at the booth with the banner!!
Mcm JAKUN pun ada gaks aaa tetiba…semua orang duk pandang kitorang …mamposss laaaa….
Masa kitorang posing amek gambo ngan banner…ada photographer amek gambo kitorang..
Huhuh tak tau la masuk mana muka kami tu nanti…..hahhahahaha….
Me and Sarah siap main lif lagi masa tu…duk sangap sangat tunggu VE muncul….
Ada abang tu kitorang serempak 3 kali masa kat lif…ahahhhaha…dia tu mcm member ngan HAZAMI aaaa..
Klakar gile time tuu…hehhehe…buat malo jer tapi mmg sronok!!!

Jumpa VE..Zaf ajak lepak minum kat Syed Bistro sama2…..
Lepak jabs ngan VE minum….ZAF blanja!!! Kalau aku tau,aku minta APPLE JUICE!!!!
Azmir sangat chumels…dah la duk depan2 muka ku…rasa nak geget jer….
Dah ler duk banyak soal ngapa datang lambat la apa laaa….tak per demi mu daku akan jawab….
Si Shah mmg betul ngan girl hari tu…..sesungguhnya daku terkejutz…agaksnya dia dah bosan nak layan budak2 dah kot..
Kali ni dia amek tua sket….i think dat girl leh jadi akak dia ….hahhah takper…ada apa ngan usia kan??
Janji hati ske sudah cukup….u go SHAH!!! Tapi Shah hampehzz…kata dah Stop Smoking….
Aku usha baekkk jer….dia tersenyum sipu2….ahahha kantoiiiizzz!!!
Chama ajak kami pergi open hse nya nanti…yeahhhh kita serangggggggggggggg!!!
Nak jumpa KIKI dan CICI….dan dukung CICI!!!! Mesti bertambah chumels skang nie…..

When to Midvalley to watch Harry Potter….terserempak ngan abang ANUAR ZAIN…
Dalam nak cepat2 sampai ke cinema tu leh laks aku tego abg anuar ….heheheheh
Harry Potter mmg best…tapi mcm tak sama sangat ngan dalam buku….zaza dah agak2 lupa cerita dia coz dah lama dah baca buku dia…..apa2 hal pun saya sangat ske da TWINS winsley tuu…mereka mmg chumels dan sangat naughty!!!
Masa Harry nangis time CEDRIC mati tuuu tersangat la sedih…nak gaks control tak mau nangis …
Tapi apakan daya ku….airmata mengalir gaks….sob² sedihnya!!

Basicly hari ni mmg best aaa…mcm2 buat keje gile…
I had fun today!! Thanks Lynn sebab include me in….heheheh…wlpun kita tak sempat nak lepak tapi sronok gaks!!!
Sayang korang semua!!! Muahhhzzzz….
Me penat…nak tidoq….daaaaaaaaaaaaa

hari yang BEST!!

2005-11-16T13:46:00.000-08:00

today saya pecah rekod ...tido kul 6 pagi...bangun kul 8 pagi...
langsung tak rasa ngantuk atau penat!!Ajaib!!
ni mesti smalam minum ali cafe punya pasal la nie!!
isk2....tu la dia..dah la smalam duk mengamuk2 sorang2 dalam bilik mcm org gile
haiiii sabar jer la akuuuu...

bangun kemas umah segala....bersih berseri umah aku....
tapi biasa la assistant banyak maka kerja pun cepat la siap!!
baju semua aku basuh dan jemur tanpa ada rungutan!!
wahhhh zaza kah ini?? macam tak percaya jer!!!
cikna balik awal hari ni pasal dia demam...
dia balik tgk umah bersih pun dia terkejut katak!! dah tu aku laks dah bangun!!
wahahahhahah....ada keajaiban disebalik semua ini!!!

duk lepak tgk tv...tgk DVD...layan lagu sorang2 kat bilik...
kul 2:30pm layan cerita 'wai rai high school' tapi episod hari ni bosan daaa!!
esok dorang baru nak perform..esok aku nk pi tgk juara lagu laks!!
wahhhhh....miss laa nampaknya!!!

dah abes cerita tu..cikna buat kueh yg best ...' krispies' home made!!!
sangat manis tapi tak chewy mcm kat kedai punya la sebab cikna tak letak butter...
lepas tu cikna dapat call dari DOMINO's ...
dorang cakap kami adalah salah seorang dari lucky winners
dan kami dapat PIZZA FREE!!!!!! wahahhahahhaha makan free beb!!!

then andy call....ajak lepak.. I was bored stayin at home
soo I said yes walaupun duk bengang ngan dia...
he came to my hse and Iman even salam dia...
wahahhaha....klakar laks aku tgk!! mcm aaa dia tu kenal sangat ngan family za...
so kami pi jumpa Syai dan B9 ...kami pi lepak kat SPAW...jumpa ZAHA...chumels
tgk dorang jamming..best gilest...dengan zaza skali join jammin...
then kami lepak minum....abang wan duk buat lawak bangang....
wahhahah tak tahan pasal butang baju melayu tersangkut kat lubang hidung...
tu la sebab nya hidung dia kembang...kata abang wan aaaa...
hihihihi....gile tak tahan lepak ngan dorang...
ok la dorang tu..trima gaks aaaa za lepak ngan dorang....
tu la dia mula2 malu...pastu trus join jadi gile...
ada laks ramai mamat chumels kat sana...wahhahaha aku jadi setanzz!!!!

hntr b9 balik coz dia anak teruna tak leh balik lambat!!
lepas tu kami lepak kat Stevens sampai kul 4..
tu pun tak reti2 nak balik lagi...masing2 dah ngantuk...tapi lawan mata...
dah la esok masing2 nak bangun awal nak pi Juara Lagu...buduhsss betul...
Za blaja banyak gaks aaa about vocals,harmonizing lepak ngan dorg..
dan saya ada GOSIIIPPPP yang JUICCCCCCY...
hahahhahah....apa dia ?? akan saya cerita ngan org terdekat jer...
Lynn...sou..prepare for gosssippppp GIRLSS!!!!

soooo me better sleep..dah kul 5 pagi ni...tak larat sehhh
see ya tmrw guys!!!!

whatever!!

2005-11-15T13:34:00.000-08:00

Saya sgt la sakit hati ngan dua malaun!!
sorang poyo nak mampos...sorang laks mmg patut mamposs...
stakat /// tu...aku tau la apa dia...takyah nk sorok...
ingat aku ni bodoh ker?? ok la org lain maybe tak paham
tapi aku ada member dah pangkat 'abang' laaa...
korang dua tuh dah pakai 'baju' ke blom ntah...
berlagak cakap mcam abang besarrr!!! boleh blahhh la weiiiii!!!!

secara maklum zaza takleh nk online sangat skang
memandangkan skang online ku kena berbayar!!
isk3..sedih laa tapi takper laa at least la online skali skala...
im trying not to be 'internet addicted' ....

2 hari lagi utk Juara Lagu kat Plaza Alam Sentral kategori POP ROCK
nak support VE yang dapat masuk Semifinal utk Pop Ye Ye dan Message Girl ...
Harap salah satu dapat masuk FINAL...at least let Pop Ye Ye win laa!!
lagu tu sangat ada harapan untuk menang!!!
lepas pi Juara Lagu....maybe lepak jabs kot ngan GP
then zaza kena gerak gi midvalley jumpa Lyn,Din dan Sou!!
nak tgk cerita fav kami HARRY POTTER :Goblet of Fire!!!
YEAYYYYYY!!!!! best nya!! sure havoc gile !! I LOIKES ♥♥
me and lynn dua org tgk wayang dah kecoh gile..
tambah laks SOU dan DIN....(SOUDIN...lama tak panggey nama tuuu!!!)
lagi la SUPER DUPER HAVOC !!! hheheheh cant wait !!!!

so see ya my lovely peeps!@ muahzzz

2005-11-14T12:19:00.000-08:00

You're an Expert Kisser

You're a kissing pro, but it's all about quality and not quantity
You've perfected your kissing technique and can knock anyone's socks off
And you're adaptable, giving each partner what they crave
When it comes down to it, your kisses are truly unforgettable

What Kind of Kisser Are You?

2005-11-14T12:11:00.000-08:00

Your Career Type: Social

You are helpful, friendly, and trustworthy.
Your talents lie in teaching, nursing, giving information, and solving social problems.

You would make an excellent:

Counselor - Dental Hygienist - Librarian
Nurse - Parole Officer - Personal Trainer
Physical Therapist - Social Worker - Teacher

The worst career options for your are realistic careers, like truck driver or farmer.

What's Your Ideal Career?

How do you live your life?

2005-11-14T11:36:00.000-08:00

How You Life Your Life

You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.You're laid back and chill, but sometimes you care too much about what others think.You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person.You tend to always dream of things within reach - and you usually get them.

How Do You Live Your Life?

nad&zaza

2005-11-14T11:26:00.000-08:00

zaza dan my 'lil cute baby' nad kat dlam bilik melaram nak siap pi jalan2...
ehehheheheehhe :P

Home Sweet Home

2005-11-14T10:51:00.000-08:00

I'm finally home!! I miss my 'katil' and my pillow....I miss my room...I miss my PC ...
damn I miss it all !! I even miss my bathroom....
muahahahahhahah yes pathetic but I DONT CARE!!

but I definately DONT miss him....
I dunno what happened but I guess da 'spark' just dissapeared....
Am I that bad?? huhuh well he didnt even called or msg me for 2 days ...
which is not important....so I guess we'll remain as gud frenz...
Nuff Said!! so guys...stop pickin on me bout him...I dont wanna know!!

Today is My Twin Shayang : Noor Suhana Ishak a.k.a Sou 22nd birthday!!
Happy birthday gal!! Heard ur bday was great!! Good for u!!
Hadiah akan dicari nnt...hehehe..sabar yer!!!

tadi check forum....ada satu posting tu membuat zaza tetiba rasa sangat takot
dan ingin menghilangkan diri dari muka bumi buat selama-lamanya....
I did bad things and I dont regret it but sometimes I fear of it !!
What am I gonna do?? I just wish things will past and NOTHING will be known...
*crossfinger*

Ohh yeah I can online but I think nowadays I cant online too long...
Im using Digi GPRS ... I used to use Celcom's GPRS for free but I guess dah expired kot..
kena tanya wawa if she can help me active kan balik :p hehehhe ada org dlm yg best nie...

smalam chat ngan sou....
dia ckp along sd kecik hati ngan kami berdua...
kononnya kami ni dah sisihkan dia...sejak bile laks kami sisihkan dia??
masa kat buka puasa tu....kami ada cakap2 ngan dia ....habis tu dia lepak ngan daks inf dan cres..
takkan kitorang nak menyempit laks?? dah la masa tu kami duk meng 'groupie'kan diri....
then dia trasa sebab kami tak pergi open hse umah wak tong....
zaza masa tu ada kat pangkor.....sou laks balik kg ...
bukannya sngaja taknak pergi....ada hal penting....
lantak la apa dia nak rasa...tapi benda ni rasanya zaza akan selesaikan nnt ngan along sendrik...
kereta macam dah nk ok...nnt la kena gaks kautim ngan si along ni....
ishh payah2 kalau ada konflik mcm nie.....

aku rasa nk sepak jer si gaban tu tau!! cari pasal laks kat dalam forum...
apa kejadahnya?? kata dah lepas tu lepas aaa...sial main cerita kat forum!!
mcm aaa aku pun heran sangat ngan dia....JERK!! bodow....
argghhh sakit hati tul la mcm nie...rasa nk gi BOOM je umah dia...

so guys...hope to see ya'll soon....
Lynn if u're reading this...tiket beli utk zaza sorang jer....takpayah beli extra ok?
sorry tak call/msg...kdt dah takde..esok baru nk beli top up...
Sou..happy bday again...luv ya gal!!

Not In Love

2005-11-12T11:35:00.000-08:00

NOT IN LOVE
Enrique Iglesias feat Kelis

Are you ready?

You call me on the phone
I act like nothing's going on
We're driving in my car
I pretend that you don't turn me on
You sexy thing yeah you know it (yeah)
You move around yeah you show it

(Chorus)
I'm not in love
It's just the phase I'm going thru
I'm always looking for something new
But don't go running away

It's almost 3am
I'm hoping that you don't let go
Your moving in so close
I'm trying not to lose control
You sexy thing yeah you know it
You move around yeah you show it

(Chorus)
I'm not in love
I try to tell myself all the time
I just can't help how I feel tonight
So don't go running away
I'm not in love (yeah)
I'm not in love
I'm not in love (give it to me)
I'm not in love (break it down)
You sexy thing yeah you know it
You move around yeah you show it

(Chorus)I'm not in love
I try to tell myself all the time
I just can't help how I feel tonight
So don't go running away

I'm not in love (repeat x5)

I am sooooo not in love....
im just ready to flirt around and have fun
no string attached....not at this time around yet....

huhuhuh

2005-11-12T07:50:00.000-08:00

waaaa aku kebosanan di sini..
walaupun leh online tapi trasa sangat bosan....
dah aaa za ada kat perak...time ni la semua duk ajak kuar laa....
ajak pi open hse laaa..waaaaaaaaa sakit hatiiiii

tapi tak per ...skang ni lepas geram online...
nnt balik K.L belom tentu leh online kat umah dahh....
iskkkk sedih nya....line phone dah kena barred laks...

saya tak rindu laks kat dia hari ni...
maybe sebab saya tak de aa ske sangat kat dia kot...
waahhahahahhaha :p
dia msg za dia miss za sangat2...lantak ler labu....saya ngak rasa pape!!

tetiba saya tak nak ske kat JOE laks...
sesungguhnya dia nak "main" ngan saya jer...
wahhhh adakah rupa ku sedemikian rupa?? tidakkkkkkkkksss
get a life man!! tolong laaa....

harap esok masih leh online...
iskkkkk

boring!!

2005-11-11T11:16:00.000-08:00

I cant online !! phone cikna buat hal...GPRS dia dah tak leh nk masuk....
Im sooooooo damn MAD and BORED!!
now im at LUMUT...saje jalan2..online guna PC orang lain...
what am i gonna do?? dah tak leh nak online kat umah...
im going to DIE !! I need my internet!!
at least I can chat with my peeps to make my boredom go away....
arghhhh help me!!

esok zaza tak pergi open hse feroz...
im at LUMUT now....how am I supposed to go there anyway??
lagipun mcm tak ramai je pergi....
sou dan lynn pun tarak pergi....maka wa pun tarak mau pegi laaa...
eehehehe....harap2 nnt balik k.l nanti....
bleh la online balik....tolong laaaa......arghhhhhhh......tensen mcm nie...

ok la nitez....

bangsarrPelitaShopping

2005-11-10T22:45:00.000-08:00

hidupku sgt membosankan !! slamat aaa ada org tu slalu call nk mengisikan masa lapang zaza :p
bangun lambat dalam kul 12 tghari....syabas zaza!! buat la slalu!!
adik2 ku kelaparan....hehheh sian mereka...
dan kerna masak lauk utkn mereka la kakiku cacat sementara waktu...
minyak masak ikan meletopp kat kaki zaza....abes kaki ku...
PENGAJARAN : jgn pakai BOXER ketika memasak ikan goreng!! Bahaya!!

sou msg ajak lepak kat bangsar ngan Din dan Lynnz......NAK IKOT!!!
yeay!! finally dapat aaa kuar dari umah ku ni.....BOSAN SEH!!
setelah memberi direction kepada sou...akhirnya berjaya sampai..terer gaks minah tu dgr direction zaza yg agaks kelam kabut tu....hehhehheh...

kami lepak kat PELITA....DIN kasi Chopstick!! Makasih DIN...tambah la koleksi zaza!!
borak2 rancak ... skali part sou ckp "moon dah lama meninggal laa"
din punya 'HAAAAAAAA!?" tu buat kitorang terrkejut jabs then semua bantai gelak kuat2...
lantak la org pandang2...ikot abg sedara sou ckp.. 'Kelakar laaaa!!"
hehehee...then kami pi window shoppin..tapi sempat la beli baju...
ada aksesori pin...sangat chanteks dan murah...50% off...slamat bawak duit extra....
balik sou hntr...bukan main jauh lagi dia amek jalan balik umah za....
hehehh tapi kami sempat la borak2 ...dah lama tak chat2 live ngan sou...rindu sgt2...

masa nk balik tu...*ehem* ada msg sou...kantoiz disitu yg za masih kuar..
wahahhaah lantak ler...bukan ada pape pun ngan dia....
he called me to say he miss me .... wahahhaha....padan muka kamu...
saya takde pape pun...wa relaks beb!!
biar la....za just wait n see apa jadi antara kami dua....
sou dah kasi greenlite!! ala...tak jadi pape pun still bleh kawan ngan dia....
dia best sebenarnya cuma kekadang mmg sangat annoying.....

ok la peeps...
nitez..
me sayang sou n lynnz... :p

demam segala~

2005-11-09T10:23:00.000-08:00

DEMAM kerna redah hujan lebat semalam dikala waktu malam yg sejuk....
drama tersebut mendapat banyak sambutan dari kalangan peminat blog ku.... :)
dan ramai laks yang tau sapa kah itu HIM ...
its soo obvious huh?? takpe...korang mmg prihatin sangat2....
makasih for all those "za ok tak skang ni?" " blasah cukup2 tak?" etc...
korang mmg very supportive aaa...me love u guys soo much!!
Im ok now but skang ni duk *sok sek achummmmm!!*
hihi even za kena marah ngan someone coz main hujan....
tapi at least za lega dan puas hati.....takde lagi HIM dlam hidup ku...Insyallah

DEMAM kerna teringat kat seseorang...
tetiba rasa sangat rindu kat dia...
dia tak call / msg lagi....takpe la sabar skit ...sat lagi dia mesti call..
hehhehe....ni yg nk nyanyi lagu Ruffedge "Kerinduan" nie....

DEMAM kerna HARRY POTTER!!
arghhh tak sabar rasanya nak nonton wayang ngan Lynn dan Sou!!
korang jadi ke tak ni nak tengok together2 nie??
jangan lupakan daku ni tau!!! aku nk enjoys ngan korang!!

hari ni takde drama swasta ... tapi kepala tengah pening dan idung duk bersin jer..
ishhh bahana betul!! tapi tak per laa.....
ermm...dia dah call...hihih dah ilang rasa rindu....
iskkkk zaza2...jgn mcm nie..mamposssss kalu ske dia banyak sangat!!

ok la nk tidow...gudnites semua!!