Such a WONDERFUL week!!

mauhauhau 1st time nak ckp benda best kat sini ekk.....ermmm where to start huh?? Ohh yeahh let's start masa Gath berbuka puasa bersama V.E

I was ssoooooooooooooooo happy that my Twin cik' Soudin'(wahh dah lama tak panggey nama nie) dpt gaks join kami kat sana....wlpun bdn dia penuh dgn anasir yg mungkin merebak kt zaza tp I DONT CARE...I hug her like nobody business ye...ala baju kurung tu dah tutup dah pun segalanya...mauhauhau....The event was GREAT....wlpun rasanya zaza pegi sana bukan kerna V.E tapi kerna nak lepak & jumpa kawan² zaza je...
Maaf ampun ye V.E ....Shah mcm Tok Kadi...Zaf sangat Chomei pakai Biru...Lah pakai baju raya thn lepas....Damien laks pakai baju melayu sgt KACHA....Chama tak yah ckp la....POYO je mamat tue...hahhahha slamat anak dia CICI chomel sgt....zaza dpt jadi babysitter CICI masa dia tido...tapi lepas tu semua sibuk nak kerumun baby tue...za rasa baby pun naik gile semua org tgk dia mcm tue....hahhaha..
saya sgt sayang dgn HC saya tapi kak nely tak ada.....rasa mcm that day PURPLE rulez...hahhaa ketua kampung dgn adinda tersayang pun pakai kaler sama....za dgn afoi mmg janji nk pakai purple...saje je simply nk pakai sama coz masing² tak tau nk pakai kaler apa....ada org kat sana ingat afoi my bf....hahhha as if laaa yer.....Om laks tak abis² nak kacau zaza....cubet zaza ....tau la awak tu rindu kat za tak yah buat mcm tue yer sayang ....hahhaha sayang yer za oit...
anyway that day was Superb cuma tak best sebab tak lepak lama ....si fatin nak balik awal sgt....tak pueh lepak dgn Budak SD pun....semua pakai baju melayu laks tue......arghhhhhhhhh HAMPEH punya bateri abis masa time macam nie.....Kamera hampehhh.....uittttsss tapi berjasa kamera tue.....

okay cite ni dah abisssssssssssssss

cite pasal lain laks......
rasa mcm benda nie hanya sou saja tau cos i tak nak cite sgt benda nie
zaza skang nie tgh konfius sgt pasal satu mamat nie...
tak tau apa sebenarnya perasaan zaza kat dia
as a sis or as a ????
he confessed that he likes me and i was speechless cos za tak penah nak expect a guy ckp mcm tu kat zaza dalam masa short notice...well i do have la tapi dgn dia nie mmg tak expect langsung
everyday we sms to each other...just to comfort each other....if we hv problems we share together.....He told me he dont really immediate sayang someone but i was different.....he said that i was easily to be loved!! arghhh....dammnnnn .....all this while i wanna get solo again but hell u gotta get in my life dont u?
We've known each other quite a long time ago but just recently get close.....
Now everyday he wants to see me....I want to see him too but I cant!!
i need time to think and he needs time to accomplish something in life 1st...
thats more damn important than this......that's what i told him...
afta that he can see me everyday 24/7 ....I dont care what plp wanna say
he got loads of problems that no one knows even he's family doesnt knw
He told me and im flattered that he trust me soo much to tell me he's darkest deepest secret...
He has a gurlfriend ....yeah i know its wrong for me
but hell rite know i just wanna be his fren....to be by his side when he needs me...
i hope everyone understand my condition with him afta this...
i knw we look soooo attach to each other that some people THINK i have some thing going on with him....well I WISHHH....hahaha....sou...i hope u understand my situation aite gurl....I do sayaang that guy but i dont know what i really feel for him....im mix up.....damnnnnnnn