miss everything

Damn its been awhile since I've posted anything in here!!
A lot of things have happened to me in this past weeks.....
Some GREAT and some bad...but to think of it....its all GOOOOOOOOOOOOOODDDD!!!!!

1- Finally I got the chance to further my studies!! at COSMOPOINT K.L ...
alhamdulillah my wish came true with the help of my uncle...Im a bit nervous and Im soo clueless right now...I have goosebump all over when I think about going back to class and LEARN new stuff...aaaargghhh my head dah "BENAK" ...need a lot of guidance.....muuahahaha.....16 jan start class....im taking MULTIMEDIA APPLICATION...
wish me luck guys...i will try my best NOT to skip class....hehehehhe

2-Getting to know HIM better!! korang duk gosip bout me and him yer?? maklum la zaza tak online skang ni...korang bahan gua yer?? takper2...tak kisah sangat pun...
im trying to get to know him better....the other side of annoyance...he's okay overall...but there's somethin I cant really tell bout him...sometimes he's a total BULL but sometimes he really FASCINATE me in a way....ntah ler....me and him now in a 'best fren' mode...im not lookin forward to have anything with him let alone SERIOUS with him?? and u guys thiink I LIKE HIMMMMMM SOOOOOOO MUCHHH ehh?? NOT really laaaa...just fancy that he has a great vocal....hehehh....lame...i know...We did had some sparks going on but it fades so quick ..i never realize when?? hehhe maybe coz i have a crush on someone else?? his friends kinda cute too!! zaza *SNAP outta it* jeeeezzz.....sorryy guys..ive been talkin to meself lately...scary?? yeah i do think so myself but what to do? i need to confide in someone i trust.....heheheh...HELP ME???

3-NOT HAVING TO MOVE HOUSE!! yeayy!!!Finally good things comes around when u think its gone...at least I dont need to MOVE so far awayyy!!! slamat la my studying ni lagi mematahkan hasrat cikna nak pindah umah....yeshhh!!!!! lagipun dekat ngan my frenz and my mom...YEAY again!!!

4-THIS IS A GOOD MONTH!! for money and life....its all GOOOOOOODDDD!! I got some $$ from my uncle and I got $$ from my father previous penchant money which shud have ended months ago....well at least im RM 300 richer than last month?? hehheeh....life been good lately...with my mom and all....got things i wanted ...just like that...make a 'please' face and i get em ...huhuhuhhu spoiltbrat ?? I KNOWW!!!!

5-THIS IS A BAD MONTH!! for relationship and health....had some difficulties with someone....I hope this will pass cos I hate to think bout him and I DO NOT WANT him to think Im becoming a STALKER!! NO NO NOOOOOO!!!! need to give some space between us and I dont want to rush things....let it go naturally...HEALTH...been having some pain on my left breast lately...cikna said maybe co Im goin to have my period...so i dont care then..told my mom...she said i need checkup...im all of things to do in my life...I hate going to hospitals or clinics....I HATE CHECK UPS!!! I HATE medical smells....I hate hospitals coz I always think of my late grandfather and grandma....
me hate!!!but yeah my health been BAD lately....been vomiting after each meals...cant eat till im full or i'll vomit...been having probs with my eyes lately too...cant see to well....need my glasses all da time and i get dizzy almost everytime I squint..Im dying?? hope not...do i need that medical check up?? aaaarghhh malas nyaaaa....nanti2 laaa......

so here im back blabbering bout mylife like i used to do....
hehehhehe....i miss u all truly.....hope all my frenz well...
luv ya.....mite be here back tmrw...keep track aite!!
chowwwwww....